Jauregui's Secret (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 61: Letter.

Lauren's POV:

We were all in the studio. None of the girls were talking to me apart from Normani who just asked was I okay mentally and physically. I replied with no because I'm in all honesty not okay.

"Lauren. Your turn." The producer said.

I walked in the studio and put the headphones on as the tune to Don't Say You Love Me played.

"Don't say you miss me when you don't call
And don't say you're hurting without the scars
Don't promise me tonight without tomorrow too
Don't say you love me unless you do

We've been close, but inconsistent
You hold my heart at a safer distance, yeah
You think words can ease the tension
But you can't deny that something's missing." I sang each note perfect.

After Normani it was Ally's turn. I didn't dare look at her. She wasn't stable mentally, the girls were there for her.

"Don't say you miss me when you don't call
Don't say you're hurting without the scars
Don't promise me tonight without tomorrow too
Don't say you love me unless you do." I cried as she sang the last part staring at me through the window.

I walked out the room, crying I knew the words were aimed at me. I slid down against the wall and cried. My phone vibrated so I checked it.

Ty: Hey Babe, you coming over later😉?

I slightly cringed then put my phone away. My life sucks so much. I stayed outside the room, silently crying to myself till I saw Dinah leave the room. She looked around then spotted me. I made myself stand up and left the building, ignoring Dinah yelling at me. I went around the back and spotted some workers they were all smoking so I grabbed mine from my jacket pocket. I lit one up and smoked.

"Fucking joke of a life." I mumbled.

I sat outside for awhile, not noticing how much time had passed till a sercurity guard came out.

"Ms, the studio is closing for the day. Some people brought your bags down."  I nodded.

I walked inside grabbing my stuff then went outside to go get my car. I noticed a letter on the window, so I took it off and got in my car. Once I was settled in my car I opened te letter.

I started to read it.

Dear Lauren,

Y/N is in less pain but still has nightmares. Your mom can't handle the constant nightmares it isn't fair on her. Just please go see Demi. -Selena

I furrowed my eyebrows as to why Selena would leave a letter like that. I shrugged my shoulders and made my way to Demi's. Hopefully she won't hurt me again.