Chapter 15 : Pity Looks

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I had made my dad breakfast and gave him his medicine. Dylan's mom agreed to help out with my Dad while I was at school. As an result , Dylan and his mom were going to stay here for awhile to help out.

Dylan got the guest room while , his mom took the one next too my dad. It was so funny when she insisted on getting my dad a baby monitor. I have one set up in my room so I can hear too. I keep thinking I'll wake up and he'll be gone. Then he wakes up with new jokes and a bright smile and I forget.

" Del hurry you and Kanvas will be late " Dylan trotted down the stairs and looked ... You know the word HOT.

He had on dark jeans with a blue polo and some timberland boots. his hoodie was a biker jacket. Since he black his hair couldn't flop in the dreamy way but it was still driving me crazy because he had a little fro.

I looked down and blushed as we headed to the car. " you look beautiful this morning " he kissed my cheek

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Pity looks were the only things things I received today. I guess everyone had heard , Del made an effort to stick by me today but I knew he wanted to go with his "niggas" so I let him go.

" Where the hell have you been missy ? " Azul bear hugged me as she pushed me into a locker.

I smiled and hugged her back "busy...way too busy"

She pulled back from our hug and pulled me along until we were practically running.

" Where are we going ? "

"We're late for class ! " She yelled as she shoved people aside and ran too our biology class.

We managed to sneak in and my partner Glaze was siting right next to my assigned seat

He arm went around my shoulder as he pulled me into a side hug "hey , how you been ? "

His hazel eyes were driving me insane, god if only I was a ***...okay no , back to reality.

" Good I guess , aside from all the pity looks "

He looked down and laughed a little " sorry , I just really feel for you right now "

"Why ? "

"I lost my mom a couple months ago...no warning either " his eyes were sad and glossy while his body stayed strong and forcefull.

I rubbed his arm soothingly " it's okay...I get it and It sucks "

He smiled and turned around to start taking some notes.

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The car ride home was awkward Dylan didn't say much. I went straight up to my room and changed before going to my dad.

He was lying in his bed watching Tv.

"Hey Dad "

"Hello sweetie " I kissed his forehead and looked at the medicine next to his bed

"Our you doing okay ? "

"Yeah " he coughed and smiled " aww I'm a warrior "

I laughed and climbed into bed to watch TV with my Dad. I was going to spend every moment possible by him. I snuggled up to him and watched the flat screen.

I felt something cold touching my butt. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a ring , moms ring..

My dad noticed and looked at the rig too " it's just a ring... nothing more than something I can buy for high and sell for low "

I smiled and looked at the ring " I don't understand how she just left us..."

"You mom wants he big things, the fast life ,the rich boyfriend . While I just wants to lay back and be with you "

I smiled up at my dad " smart choice "

He laughed and took the ring from my hands " don't hate her... I knew this was coming "

I sighed and watched as the character on the show got into a car.

"The same day god wants me too leave she breaks her vows " he laughed sarcastically " Even if you fall for someone and you guys don't make it too forever...try. Even if everything else and everyone else says no. If your heart says yes go for it. Looking back just slows you down- "

"But if you look forward you don't have to turn around " I finished the quotes my dad used to say to me when I would fail something.

I began to cry " What am I going to do with out you ? "

He brushed through my hair with his hands and he took out one of y favourite books. " Remember when I used to read to you ? "

I nodded my head " I loved this book "

My dad took out an old copy of petter pan and began reading it too me.

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I decided not to go to school today. I sat up in my own bed and wondered how I got here and smiled remembering Dylan.

After a long shower and the usual I put on one of my Dads shirts with some black shorts. I tied up the back and tucked it in. I put on a pair of knee high black socks and walked to Dylan's room.

Their was light music playing inside. I opened the door and walked inside. He was laying on his bed stretched out shirtless. I decided not to be a creep and look away. I turned down his music and laid next to him on the bed as I put a cover around the both of us.

His mom would take care of my Dad until 8 which is when she leaves for work. Dylan moved closer to me as he put his head in the crack of my neck.

" Dylan are you sleep ? " I asked playing with his fingers

He shook his head no and sighed. I laughed and snuggled closer to Dylan.

"I love you ... " He said silently as he drifted off to sleep

" I love you too..." I said as I buried my face into the cover

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