The monitors we had been using for my dad had went off at 1:00am.
"Dad! I jumped out of bed and ran to his room and saw him Lying on the ground
"Dad !" I yelled again cupping my head on the back of his neck trying to lift his body with all the force I had
His eyes on opened a little and I cried " Dad?..Dad?"
His hand reached up and pushed hair out of my face " My beautiful girl " he smiled sadly and he talked with limited air " I love you, goodbye Kanvas "
I looked into my Dads eyes and my own welled up with tears "Dad, Dad,Dad!"
I held his body close to mine as I cried and Cried silently saying "Daddy wake up "
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The morning sun woke me up. The old petter pan book my Dad gave me rested on my pillow next to me. I sat up and my pillow was soaked with tears. That dream wasn't fake . it was real . I wiped my eyes as I sat up holding the cover over my cold arms. Even in my sleep I was in happy and miserable.
Today was the Day many of the family would come over to make sure I was alright. it had only been two days and I felt as if I was sick. I Knew most of my family was going to come and get some of my dad things to keep as reminders. I only touched his cologne that I liked , all of his hoodies , his favorite cap and the books he left for me. His cologne was sprayed throughout my room. I told my aunt who was here I would try to get up and clean but I only managed to Cry and watch depressing movies.
Dylan and I haven't spoke since my father... I didn't want anyone's comfort but my Dads.
I lifted up my Arms to stretch. oh god!I should at least shower. I moved he cover to the side as I sat up and walked to the bathroom.
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All the people in the house were giving me a headache. Dylan an his Mom walked through the door and something seemed diffrent. Dylan seemed more refreshed, more happy. I wish I was like that right now.
"Hey you wanna take a walk ?" Dylan's voice broke me from my thoughts
I really didn't but I was tired of all the " Are you okay?" And " It just be hard for you?"
I nodded and followed him out of the front door. Their wasn't much in my neighborhood but there was a park about 3 blocks away. once we arrived at the park we sat at an empty bench near the back of the park.
" How have you been ?" Dylan asked
I glared at him seriously annoyed
His eye stayed calm and his hand pushed hair out of my face " it's me asking, not one of your fake relatives who just want to make a conversation "
I little smile played on my lips " I'm horrible...i can't stop crying and I miss him. He was my rock, what do I do now ?"
Dylan looked at my face concern "Your dad will always be your rock, he was sad he was leaving you too but he stuck it out "
" What do I do now?"
" You cry, you hurt, you yell at me, you use me as a punching bag, make me watch dumb things with you, let me comfort you. Then when your ready you pick yourself back up agian. Its not the end of the world...I promise things will get better "
Dylan was right, he was always right. I rested my head on his shoulder and laid their half heartily.
Dylan looked deep in thought " what's wrong?"
He shook his head and smiled weakly " I need to tell you something "
My world stopped, the air wasn't in my lungs and my eyes were glued. I can't loose Dylan too, I just can't.
" My heart Will fail soon" I gasped and realizing how dramatic that was I covered my mouth and let him go on mug I couldn't
" You can't Die to " i said loudly
" I won't . see you-your dad donanted his heart...to me "I sat their shocked but I was actually happy
"When are you getting a transplant ?" I asked happy
He looked shocked and drew his arm back " I already did..."
He what? but he didn't tell me ? I leaned back debating this for a couple of minutes
"I meant to tell you but it happened so quick and I couldn't wait. their was never a right time you were--"
" Not mad .." I said smiling. I wished I would of knew but it wouldn't been to much stress I had had enough already.
"But you" he said as he thought about it
" Didn't know , and in okay with that but rule of advice don't lie to me in the rest of our relationship "
He looked shocked but scared at the same time " why not? "
"Because your body might end up in the Barbuda triangle " I laughed and kissed his cheek
He sat their and looked like a deer in headlights until I noticed his eye were focused on something.
His mom was here but with a man? he had black hair and dark brown eyes , I'de say 6'2. He had and arm around Mr.s Tills as he leaned over and kissed her check softly.
Dylan jumped up and stomped over to his mom and I stood up quickly tying to keep up with his fast pace.
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Romansa" I love the sound of your heart no matter how many beats it skips or how long it beats" Kanvas was so worried about Dylan bein her savior . She didn't think she would be his , but maybe that horoscope was right. Dylan and Kanvas just need to see i...
