Chapter 11 : Please be okay

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HEYYYY❤️... I know so far throughout the story I haven't made many author notes or bothered to talked too my readers. it's just because I didn't Have a lot of time and I was so focused on the chapters. I didn't plan on continuing the story but now I do. This story has really gotten some reads and I would like to say thank you for reading. I would like to see some comments on how I'm doing or some votes. I mean I'm sure when everyone starts a story they want to know what other people think. I plan on updating a lot an more frequently and making chapters longer. School hasn't been my best friend Lately but it's getting better. Yes I am in high school so I have some type of life. However, it is sprig break so that leaves me more time to focus on my story. PLEASE comment and vote.

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KANVAS P.O.V

The empty medicine bottles on his dresser only made it feel more real. Why him out of all people ?

" This isn't fair " I just don't get how someone as great as him could go through this

He sighed " I used to think the same thing but I'm okay "

" for now.." I said sadly. I really don't want too loose Dylan

" for now " he repeated

I hooped on his bed and laid on his chest listening to his heart beat

Thump thump thump thump

Thump thump thump

His breathing got heavy so I pulled a cover of him. He needed the sleep. I rubbed soothing circles into his chest and soon enough he was snoring.

The sight was absolutely adorable His nose kept twitching. I laughed as he wrinkled his eye brows when I would poke at his face.

I got up quietly trying to be a noiseless as possible. I tripped on a few shirts and decided to clean up his room.

It took about 10 minutes to clean up and I went downstairs to see what his mom was up too.

" oh hello Kanvas " she was putting away groceries

"Hello , oh let me help you " I walked over and grabbed a few cans of fruits

" So , did Dylan tell you " she asked

" yes...I can't believe it , this world always make the best people pay " I was still upset about it

" Del is strong , he will be okay he always is " her words made me feel better

" I know but , we just started talking again I don't want to be able to loose him before-"

" you and him date ? " she laughed as she finished " you too will be fine Kanvas " she gripped my hand assuringly

I smiled as I picked up a box of trial mix " what cabinet ? "

" Third on the right" she took out too mugs " Do you want hot chocolate? "

"Yes please " I smiled as I sat at the counter maybe I should ask her about my dad

" Do you still talk to my dad? "

" yes he's very nice " she smiled her usual smile but it seemed forced

" so what do you guys talk about "

" Adult stuff, me, Dylan sometimes your mom " she noticed my discomfit " I didn't mean to over step"

" it's okay , I don't even think my mom cares about me and dad anymore " I smiled sadly " I don't even see her and my dad talk "

" Couples loose their way sometimes but , it's the real ones who find their way back " she placed the hot cup in front of me I mouthed a thank you

" well I'm just happy , you guys are friends " she smiled and I decided to let it go. She was right , she has more experience then me anyway.

"Maybe when Del gets up we can watch a movie "

" I heard Del say he was going to a party tonight "

I shrugged my shoulders. She got up and sent me a smile " I have to get going , tell Dylan to text me when he leaves "

"Okay" I grabbed my cup and a couple cookies. Maybe Dylan will want some food.

I made him tomato soup with grilled cheese. I placed my cup and the dishes in the dish washer. I placed all the goods on a tray and brought it up to Dylan's room.

His hair was sticking up and he liked like he was having trouble sitting up. He noticed me and smiled.

" are you going to take care of me ?" He asked in a childish voice

I smirked " Just eat your food "

He looked down at his food with wide yes before eating it all.

I laid down ad pulled the cover over me. Dylan laid down and wrapped his arms around my waist. His head was tucked into my hair. I smiled as I played with his fingers . He kissed my head lightly.

" kanvas .... "

He was breathing heavy. I turned around and saw him lying on his back coughing and holding his hand over his chest.

" Oh my god , Dylan !!! " I patted his back thinking he was coughing,which he wasn't. 

I ran over too his dresser and looked to see if their was any medication that would calm him. He pointed towards his needles.

" umm... What medicine do I put in here !?"

He shook a bottle of liquid that was in his hands

I rushed over and field the needle with the Liquid " where do I put it ?!" I was forcing my self to stay calm but I was failing

He sighed as he pointed towards his arm trying to stay awake

I shook his arm " no stay awake I got you "

I sticked the needle into his arm and he relaxed a little. I smoothed his hair while kissing his forehead.

I called his mom and told her what happened. She told me she will be home soon and he will be okay. He just had a minor attack but she told me she'd be home later to take him to the hospital to make sure.

He was laying down with a bottle of water in  his hand when i got off of the phone.

" Kanvas come here " i was nervous too be by him "i'm okay "

I nodded as I sat at the end of his bed " what if you weren't ? "

He shook his head " can you just accept that I'm okay "

He was the one that was in pain not me. I nodded my head.

He sat up and moved my head so I was placed on his shoulder. I don't think he's okay but If he says so then maybe he Is. I sighed and Dylan kissed my forehead

" look at me Kanvas " his voice was almost begging

I looked up into his water brown eyes " I lost a lot of things and I keep loosing people..i dont want to loose someone else "

" I'm not one of those people "

His lips were just right there. I wanted to kiss him and it's been so long, this was my chance to and i took it.

I pushed my self and kissed him. He kissed back and the fireworks went off. I missed him ,and this kiss only proved how much I did. It also proved that I..

Loved Dylan.

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