Hi! Jaren here; just thought I might be able to tell you something about what happened.
The moment I first saw her, it felt as if I have found a missing piece in my life. Then I knew she was the one for me. I never told anyone before because I know how people can be. So I just admired her from afar and worried about how she is, if she’s alright and happy without anyone knowing. Then I found out she was going out with that jerk Jan and I felt hot blood searing through my veins and a monster formed inside me, clawing at my innards. I swore I would tear that jerk apart if ever he hurts Jackie!
Jackie’s great, though Jan might be a cool guy, though I hate to admit it, I mean he is a jock and all that, she doesn’t go about telling everybody much less kiss him in public like a common slut and I’m really glad she isn’t. She… she’s… PERFECT!
Just now I kissed her and it felt good feeling her lips soft under mine but when she pulled away, my heart shattered into a million different pieces. Now I would maybe distance myself from her a bit, to give her time and space to think. No matter what happens, I’ll be content with seeing her happy. I’ll just accept her decision and respect it; coz I love her. I know it sounds cheesy. But I don’t just like her because she’s everything but because there is this something that keeps me connected to her, there’s this understanding that I could feel between us.
Well, gotta go, need to sleep. Bye! Just a reminder to you all from me, Jaren, just be extra careful with love, rejection hurts.
