"Go back home..."
I began to feel sick from my stomach, an uneasy feeling burying in me...nothing I could do and nothing I could say...just think. The word home wants to make me cry and feel like shit. Here I'm special, I'm a demon for the love of damn, I didn't know this over there, but here in this place full of magic and adventure. That's the life I wanted to be apart of...
"Y/n I'm sorry for hurting you like this!" I could sense my father's guilt overwhelm him. He's always been an emotional person, to the point he cried knowing my brother fell on the ground. He wanted to do good and give me happiness, but even some dreams don't go the way you want them to.
"Father is there any way I could have one more chance of seeing them all... before I go home."
I sniff and cry, not ashamed of my tears.
"Y/n, are you sure you want to go back? I could let you stay here-"
As hard as my thoughts told me to stay, all the magic won't be the same without someone.
" I want to go home but please father if there is any way for one more day..."
" Anything for you Y/n..."
The sadness flowed through my veins and deadened my mind. It felt like poison to my soul. This emotion always killing off all the others until it was the only one that was left. It was as if a dark mist was always behind me all the time and never wanted to leave me, refusing to shift, and no matter how bright my day was I would feel no sun again no and hear no birds sing in the trees. For the world was lost to me but I knew I had to fight this. I had to if I want to live happily again.
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One Sin ~ Gowther x Reader
FanfictionY/n N/n L/n was just a normal girl with dreams she knew couldn't ever come true after her father abandoned her family. Ever since that day, she lived in a world of music and hiding her emotions behind an anime. She wished for something interesting t...
