Jerika, the full story

good bye

We took an uber home. We walked in and Jake and Nathan started packing his stuff. Me and Jack were sitting on the couch in silence. Jake and Nathan both walked out with their suitcase.

J: we have to go soon
Jk: shall we drop you guys at the airport?
J: no, I think it would only make it harder if you came with us.
N: I'll order an uber.

Jack walked to the kitchen. Now it was only me and Jake left. I didn't say a thing.

J: Erika... we'll see eathother soon.

He sat beside me and laid his hand on my shoulder.

E: yeah.. I know
J: I'll call you every day
E: okay...
J: babe...
E: I'm gonna miss you...

I was tearing up and burried my head in his shoulder.

J: I'm gonna miss you to...
E: I love you..
J: I love you too

Nathan and Jack came in.

N: it's time to go Jake..

I stood up. I gave Nathan a hug.

E: I'm gonna miss you Nathan
N: I'm gonna miss you too

We all exchanged hugs and Jake and Nathan walked out.

E: Jake! Wait!

Jake turned around. I ran outside and kissed him. We both backed away. I turned around and walked back inside. Jake and Nathan got in the uber and left. I walked to my room... I could still smell Jakes smell.. I let myself fall on my bed ans cried.

Jk: Rik? Are you okay
E: no..

Jack walked in and sat down on the bed.

Jk: I know it sucks.. but we'll see them soon.
E: yeah..

3 months went by. Jake and I face timed every day. Jack and Nathan kept making videos togheter. But although Jake and I always face timed, my life wasn't the same. I wasn't motivated to do anything. I was fired from my job at the paper and I was positive I wasn't gonna finish my study. The only thing I liked doing was modeling.
Jake was doing amazing, he was gaining extremely many subscribers lately. He was always bussy and never had the time to fly out here. And I couldn't go to LA because I didn't want to lose my modeling job.

I was laying on my bed, feeling awefull. Jack walked in

Jk: hey Rik, still not feeling better?
E: no..
Jk: well I came here to tell you something.
E: tell me
Jk: I quit my job
E: why?!
Jk: So I can focus on my youtube channel
E: wow, that's a big step!
Jk: Yeah I know, but ya know: merch is selling like a god church

I laughed. He smirked.

Jk: I'm taking you out for diner tonight.
E: why?
Jk: to celebrate
E: Hmm, I don't know Jack
Jk: come on Rik! Live a little!
E: uhgg okay...
Jk: yess! Go change!

I changed into the dress I got from Jake on my birthday.
Jack and I went to a nice restaurant, while we were eating I got a phonecall. I looked at my phone and saw it was my modeling agency. I picked up.

E: Hello? It's Erika