Jerika, the full story

'it'

We were laying on the bed for a while.

J: Let's tell the Jake Paulers you're here!
E: yeah let's do it!

We got up and walked downstairs. Jake took his vlogcamera out and he started vlogging.

J: so, some of you may still know this girl, some of you may not know her. This girl is very special, I met het about 3,5 months ago and I haven't seen her for 3 months! But she decided to suprise me and she came all the way from Amsterdam.

He pointed the camera at me.

J: It's Erika!
E: Hey Jake Paulers!
J: She is gonna stay here for a while, so prepare to see more of her in the vlogs!

He put his vlogcanera down. Tessa walked in.

T: Hey Jake, I'm stealing Erika from you for a little while.
J: uhmm okay?

Tessa grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs, to her room. She sat me down on her bed, and sat down on the bed herself.

T: so, are you the girl Jake is always calling with around 2:00pm.
E: yeah.. that's me

She giggled.

T: That's soo cutee!! But why did you come here?
E: well I work for a modeling agency and they transfered me to LA.
T: so you are gonna live in LA?
E: I don't know yet...
T: Ohw, and who is that Jack guy?
E: He's my brother.
T: yeah I know.. but what does he do?
E: He and Nathan have a gaming channel.
T: ohh I didn't know he was the one Nathan had the channel with. So how did you and Jake meet?

I told her the story about how Jake almost got arrested and he got kicked out of his hotel so he stayed at my place. And how Nathan fell asleep on the couch and thats why I slept in Jakes bed.

T: oh! Did you guys do 'it' on the first night?! That's fast!
E: No,No,No!
T: oh when did you guys do 'it' than? Because like, you are his girlfriend, so you did do 'it' right? It would be weird if you didn't do 'it'...
E: yeah we did do 'it'
T: good because you have to prove him he's yours.

I lied, me and Jake didn't do 'it' yet. Hearing Tessa say I had to prove him he's mine made me nervous. What if Jake didn't take it serious because we haven't done 'it' yet...

Tessa kept talking but I was zoned out deep in my thoughts.

T: so what do you think?

I didn't know what she said.

E: hmm? What?
T: Erika, did you even listen to me?
E: I'm sorry.
T: are you not feeling well?
E: just jet lag I gues.
T: ohw yeah I understand. Why don't you go sleep for a little?
E: Yeah I gues I'll do that.

I walked to our room. I sat down on the bed. I started crying, I wasn't ready to do 'it' yet... what if Jake doesn't want me anymore because I don't want to do 'it'? The thought of me losing Jake made me cry even more.