Jerika, the full story

embaressed

J: about somthing I haven't told you yet.
E: what?! I thought we told eachother everything.

I got up am wanted to walk away,

J: wait, Erika.. please.. Let me explain.
E: what is there to explain? You keep secrets from me!
J: wait! I didn't want to keep this a secret but.. I just couldn't tell you.
E: why not?!
J: because it's hard for me to talk about it!! It's emberassing!

He broke down and tears started steaming of his face. I felt bad and I hugged him.

E: I'm sorry for being mad.. but can you please tell me?..
J: I'll try..

We sat down on the ground and I held his hand. He stared at the ground.

J: So, after me and my family moved to Ohio.. My mom and Dad got a divorce. And my dad started his own buisness as a sales agent, but sometimes he would do some illigal stuff. He also had a few people he owned money... And once there was this guy named Pablo, my dad owned him a lot of money and after a year Pablo wanted it back and he was noy playing around. Pablo and his mates tried to kill my father but they failed. They decided to take my dads most fulnerable thing he owned and exchange it for the money. They kidnapt me and Logan.. They took us to some shed, made a video of us and sent it to our dad. My dad didn't have the money and didn't want the police to get involved so Logan an I were in the shed for about 3 days. They made the most horible videos ,of me and Logan getting hit with sticks and other stuf, and sent them to my dad. After 3 days of only drinking water and not getting anything to eat, mu dad finally paid the guys and they dropped us of at a random parkinglot next to the highway.

I didn't know what to say and just stared at him.

J: you see, it's embarassing!
E: no, no, why would it be embarassing?!
J:cuz I didn't even try to fight the guys... I just let them do whatever they wanted..
E: ohw Jakey... its not your fault they kidnapt you!
J: no.. but I could have tried to escape.. but I didn't..
E: you were just a kid... you can't blame yourself for something you didn't do..

Jake just stared at the ground in silence. I lifted his chin up with my hand, making him look me in the eyes.

E: Jake, whatever happened was not your fault and you shouldn't be embaressed about anything. Do you understand me?
J: he slightly nodded.

I leaned in and kissed him, he kissed me back. Everything felt so right. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He walked out of the gym and walked over to the elevator. We went upstairs without breaking the kiss. We walked into the room that was supposed to be the Martinez twins' room. He laid me down on one of the matrasses on the ground. Jake was allready shirtless because he worked out shirtless. He took my shirt of and I took his shorts of. He took my jeans of and now we were both in our underwear. Jake hovered over me and started kissing my neck. I let out a little moan. I brought him back to my lips and started unclipping my bra. Everything felt right and I was readdy to go further than we had ever gone before. I took his boxers of and he took my slip of. You can probably imagine the rest.