I am exhausted, tired,
broken, and outta place,
I manage to smile
with happiness in my face.
You see that I'm happy
but inside you don't know,
how badly I want
my tears to let go.
Although I want to
I keep it locked,
form time to time...
I just keep it in stock.
Anxiety, Depression..
fill up my eyes,
while sadness and guilt
my mind was flown.
My emotions are wrecked
I'm such a huge mess,
my head crowded with preblems
and fills me with stress.
So I hide it and smile
to cover my pain,
feels like a storm; with
a never - ending rain.
I'm a mistake, a disaster,
a catastrophe they say,
those words circle my mind
from day after day.
Every motion, every move...
afraid of deciding,
So I stood away from the light
and the darkness I was hiding.
I hate myself, like-
a story with no ending,
scared to face my battles
for to lose I was fearing.
The days I hate to recall-
are like books in a shelf,
untouched, dusty- oh what a shame
oh how good would it be- to kill myself.
Time check: 2:55 AM. Yep you heard me. I have been up all night and have made a bunch, but for now, I might as well just update once and the rest is for tomorrow- just like what this says.. I'm exhausted you guys.. but all I want to say is, I hope you enjoy this one... Stay Alive! Stay Active! God bless! and PEACE OUT!!!
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PoetryThis book , is a collection of poems I have made for a portion of my life. It's made with effort, that caused me my life to make. I enjoyed making this, so I hope you enjoy reading this too. Thank you<3
