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Ok, hey. It's been months now since I last updated. I apologize. 

I have been having sleeping troubles, it takes me at least 3-5 hours before I actually end up falling asleep.

Second, I haven't been feeling well this past few weeks. My back hurts a lot of times since the day after Christmas. Which is obviously because I have scoliosis. I think.

Then, I had to focus more on school since my grades are getting low. Plus, projects are coming to bite me.

Fourth, WE didn't have internet connection for I think 2 months?? So, I haven't had time to make some.

Also, we have been practicing for 3 kinds of dances this past few weeks. One is for the family day event at school that will be on Sunday this week, The second one is for our Performance task In Physical Education ( P.E.) called  "Sakuting Dance" which is something like a Philippines traditional Dance or something, which is  actually really fast. And it turns out there are 12 or 11 moves and we're still at move 5, like FAQ. Last one is something or somewhat like for our Yearly "Late Sinulog Festival" for high school - ers. 

6th, is the fact that I had to make my Reverse poem for the upcoming "GSP Showdown" where all girl scouts in the entire high school stay for 2 nights and 3 days and compete contests like fashion shows, campfire dance, fun run, Poetry and a lot of more cool stuff. But what sucks is that I had to make the Poem on my own which I didn't expect to be harder than making a normal poem. I had to research on what a reverse poem is, how to make it, examples of reverse poems, and fins inspiration before I actually had to make the poem myself. It even took me 5 hours to make it and it wasn't even so long. Oh, and did I mention that I have to perform it in front of everybody  memorized, practiced and finalized? YEah, I know.

I have also had only 2-4 hours of sleep daily since christmas.

Lastly, my stupid f*cking step brother kept bugging me with his huge mouth and yelling at me for very small reasons and even hit me, and if I tell about him to dad he wont believe me. So..Life is sh*t for me here. That sometimes I wish I would have just died in the first place.

SO I hope you guys understand my situation, and be more patient. Maybe I can even put up my reverse poem here, if you would like...what do you think?


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