"Have a good day!" I said as I kissed Xiumin on the cheek as he left to go to the studio.
As I turned to walk back inside the house, Xiumin hugged me from behind. "I love you ____" he said as he kissed the top of my head. "And I love you too little one" he said as he knelt down and kissed my tummy before he turned and left down the front steps to his car. Once he got in the car he pulled away, as he honked the horn and waved goodbye.
I stood on the front steps and waved until he was out of sight, and then I went back inside.
Yep. That's right. I'm two months pregnant. Xiumin was so happy when he found out, and so was I. There was only one problem. Xiumin needed to focus on his work and didn't need to worry about a family. So earlier the night before I had decided to do what was best for Xiumin.
That's why I started to cry as Xiumin drove away. Because that would be the last time I would ever see him.
Once I got back inside I immediately started packing up my things. Once I had all of my things packed into three big boxes and two suitcases in the living room I called a cab. As I waited for it to arrive I sat on the couch in our... Well soon to be his...living room. I started thinking. I remembered all the memories Xiumin and I had together. Our good times, our fights, everything. Then I thought about all the times I had seen him surrounded by his fans. He loved it. I couldn't take that away from him. He still would be loved. By me and our baby... From a distance. He'd find someone else. Someday. I couldn't hold him back anymore. He needed to keep living his dreams.
I was torn out of my thoughts at the sound of a horn. The cab was here.
I slowly started to bring the boxes out to the cab while tears slowly started pouring down my face. The cab driver helped me load my last couple of things into the trunk and then opened the door of the cab for me.
After I got in and the cab driver buckled up he asked me, "so young lady, where to?"
"Anywhere but here. Preferably far away." I responded while wiping away tears.
"You got it."
He put the cab in drive and pulled away from the apartment.
I put a hand on my tummy as I continued to cry and watched the apartment until it was out of site.
"I'll always love you... Goodbye..." I whispered.
I didn't know where we were going or where we would end up, but I knew this was the best thing for Xiumin.
"Well baby lets go find a new life." I said As I rubbed my tummy.
~Sorry it was short, but I had a lot of homework and have to wake up early tomorrow! Hope you liked it! Sorry that it was sort of sad though :/
-ML
