Lonely Love [Completed]

Chapter 6

I wake up running to the bathroom throwing up. After I brush my teeth and shower. Once I get out I pick out a black crop top with daisies on the top, high waisted skirts, a white cardigan, and white converse. After I change I curl my hair and do a neutral eye look.

I go downstairs and see Austin.

"Morning. Joshua isn't coming?" I ask.

"Morning. No I'm picking him up" he says.

"Oh ok. I'll see you later." I say, while getting a granola bar and a water bottle.

I drive to Brianna's house and honk. She comes out wearing high waisted shorts, a grey crop top, brown sandals, and she curled her hair and did a natural eye look.

"Hey," she says.

"Morning."

"So are you going to tell Joshua today?" she asks.

"I'm going to try," I say nervously.

When we get to school we head straight towards our lockers.

"Hey are you still coming over today?" I hear someone say behind me.

I turn around and see that it's Joshua.

"Umm yeah."

"Ok see you later."

"Ok bye" I say.

The bell rings and we head to class. The day goes by fast. I head outside and see Brianna waiting for me. We get in the car and go to my house. We eat some pizza and see an episode of Arrow. After that I go and drop off Brianna and head towards Joshua's house. His house is a 2 story house and beautiful.

I get out of my car and knock on the door. Joshua opens the door and let's me in. He leads me to his room to talk.

"So what did you want to talk about?" I ask.

"Well I wanted to talk about if you had a baby and what we would do."

"Ok," I say.

"So first question. Where would the baby stay?"

"Well most likely at my house." I say.

"Ok how about I get the baby on the weekends?"

"Let's wait till the baby is about 6 months old." I say.

"Ok. Do you like me?" he asks while sitting next to me.

"What?" I ask.

"Do you like me?"

"Why are you asking me this?" I ask.

"Well if you were to get pregnant with my baby I would like to be a part of the baby's life and yours." he says.

"Umm well I really don't know how I feel." "

Ok. I just wanted to know," he says.

We look at each other and he searches my eyes. He starts leaning on and he kisses me. He pulls away and says,

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that," he apologizes.

"Umm it's fine. I have to go," I say.

"I'll see you tomorrow."

I go to my car and go home. Once I get home I change into sweatpants and a sports bra and call Brianna.

"He asked me if I liked him," I say as soon as she picks up.

"Well, Do you like him?" she asks.

"I don't know for sure. I do but I don't it's like my feelings are like a seesaw." I say.

"Well did you tell him that you are pregnant?"

"No I just couldn't."

"Then when are you going to tell him?"

"When I'm ready." I say.

"Did I tell you that he also kissed me" I say. "

"What did you do?"

"Well he said that he was sorry and I said that it was fine and that I had to leave."

"Well that was totally awkward."

Joshua's POV

I go back inside after she leaves and go to my room.

What was I thinking. I mean is she even going to get pregnant? Does she even like me? I mean I love her and I would like to be her boyfriend and some day be more.

I think to myself right before I fall asleep.