One Piece Oneshots

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Doffy x reader AU
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This is based off something that happened in my life that hurt me mentally and it still hurts.

I also wish that the person this is meant for sees it...so they know I'm truly sorry
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Doffy was laying in a grassy field staring up at the sky with his beloved best friend next to him. (Y/N) was listing off many different constellations while pointing to them. (He/she) pointed to the right "see, there's Ursa Major...one of my favorites" Doffy looked in the way your finger was pointing and saw multiple little stars all aligned to shape a bear creature. A smile graced his lips when he caught a glimpse of your beautiful smile... the way your hair matched with you so perfectly...oh And your taste in music...impeccable.
He loved you so so so much...yet you didn't know. He wrote poems for you, you've read them.. he's made subtle hints...yet you don't get them. What will it take...he's thought this to himself for 6 months straight. You both met in April of this year. Ever since then he's loved you...

Sometimes he would fantasize about your lips against his... your beautiful in every way and he wants you too know that, yet despite your beauty your self conscious of yourself... every time he would ask for you too send a picture when he's away you rejected. Doffy was snapped out of his thoughts when he heard you sigh. "Ya know Doff, I'm some ways we're children of the stars..." he hummed "How so?" A thoughtful  silence ran through the air before you rolled over and leaned on your elbow. "We just are..." Doflamingo let out a low chuckle "I guess so.." his eyes met yours, both stuck in a sea of each other, he felt love, you felt friendship. Soon you hopped up and stared dusting yourself off. "WELL I should get going." Doflamingo hopped up as-well and nodded sheepishly. "Course...I'll see you late-" before he could finish you were gone.
Soon he had mustered up the courage to confess...and he did.. it was awkward too... and he tried again...but failed. Doflamingo fell into a depression after trying to catch your heart twice but was met with utter embarrassment and hurt. A risk we all take. His depression got worse after time. He saw you had someone else you loved... his tears fell and glazed his phone screen. Taking off his glasses he tried drying his eyes but the tears just came back... cascading tears flowed down his cheeks making his face red and wet streaks.

He ended up crying himself to sleep.

Doffy stares to hate himself and everyone. He didn't want to be around people or interact with them. Everything reminded him of you. But all you ever do is talk about the person you love or some random shit that makes him love you even more. Your so goddamn perfect...his everything was always you.
Cutting off connections with every friend he talked too he stayed silent. (Y/N) didn't worry about him...not one bit, (he/she) was too busy with their lover then Doffy.

He stared frying just at the thought of you... oh god did it hurt.

Anyways. Then he wanted to try too forget the one he loved. By sending a long text too them.

"My Beloved (Y/N), your my everything and I love you so so much...I want you but you don't want me. I'm not perfect at all and I don't deserve you...thank you for dealing with this mess of a man...I feel like such a burden too you.. I always complain about my feelings and I think you hate me because of it.. I'm sorry I didn't want things to end up this way but they did...forever yours -Doflamingo"

As he typed this his eyes stung with tears he didn't want to do this but he had too. He had too stop the scars...everything

You stared at the text and read them as he took his exit in the chat. Taking the time to type a long paragraph saying you loved him for many reasons, he didn't believe it one bit...it was all lies wasn't it?

He took his time typing out another paragraph responding to the one before... he sent it at 12 Am. He hasn't gotten a response for over 24 hours.. he's worried that you hate him. He thinks you do...."forgive me..." he whispers this to himself.. "I'm sorry for not being better..."
His begs were full of sorrow...

"please"

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Thank you for reading this personal story....I am still going through all this shit...and this is kinda a relief...
Anyways...
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