Justin
I cannot help this. I just cannot stop my thoughts anymore. All I can think and want to do right now is have my hands all over her. Feel her smooth skin, every inch of it. Those little moans that escape when I'm kissing her, I want know how they sound louder.
I want my name to be the only thing she can remember just like I can only think of her right now.
Valerie, Valerie, Valerie.
My thoughts send waves all over my body. Its like a wildfire. I feel like a wildfire right now.
I need to be with her right away, at least kiss her since that's all I can do right now. I got out of the bed and grabbed my car keys.
I came to Mom and Dad's house for dinner last night and Ava made me stay over the night and today too.
I rushed downstairs hoping no one spots me but just when I was at the door....
"Justin?" Dad's voice stopped and I cursed under my breath before turning around. I just hope I do not have a boner right now.
"Yes?" I said.
"Where are you running off to in such a hurry right now?" He asked and folded his arms.
"T-To Val's place. Sh-she has this party tomorrow and she can't decide what dress to pick so she wants me to-
"That's alright son, I was once twenty three years old to and I rushed to your mom's house giving same kind of excuses" He said.
"Oh God dad you know I hate it when you say all this, it paints a picture in my head, ew dad, gross!" I said and he laughed.
"So what time will you come back?" He asked.
"Maybe nine....or ten o-or I might s-stay the night" I said awkwardly.
"Okay Just remember-
"Protection, Jesus, I know dad" I said making him chuckle again.
"Or I'll have another me just you like you had another you which is me" I completed.
"Exactly" He said and I chuckled before turning around and leaving.
I wish I would be doing what Dad thinks I'm going to but I don't know how will I grow the balls to take things further. Or will I ever. Do I want to?
I stopped my chain of thoughts before it starts to disturb me and drove to her house as fast as I could.
I did everything I could to concentrate on driving and not letting my thoughts rush back to Valerie or I'm sure I'd crash and die.
I parked the car and walked to the door and rung the doorbell. I waited for a couple seconds before the maid opened the house and let me. The house seemed very silent.
"Uh, is there no one in the house?" I asked her.
"Mr and Mrs. Hill have gone on a business trip, Ms. Hill is upstairs in her room, should I go call her?" She asked.
"Uh, no, I'll go. Thank you" I said and she nodded and wandered off.
This is such a perfect time. No parents in the house, me and Valerie alone. But I guess I'm too much of a Scaredstin to do that.
I climbed upstairs and tip toed towards her room so my feet don't make a sound and I slowly turned open the door which was thankfully unlocked and pushed it open.
But Valerie wasn't alone in her room, there was a guy, his hair made him look like he was still stuck in the 80s, who sat with her on the edge of her bed, holding her hand and looked like he was consoling her.
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Valerie 🥀 • jb x bh
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