Justin
"Excuse me, Hi, I had booked four rooms under the name Bieber" Dad said to the receptionist.
"Guys, we gotta decide how we split the rooms among us" Chaz said.
"I mean one room is definitely for mom and dad, so we're left with three" Ava said.
"Right" I mumbled.
"I got it, Valerie and Ava in a room, me and Justin in one and Ryan and Fredo in one" Chaz said.
"Yeah, that sounds perfect" Valerie said and I nodded.
"Alright, here are the keys, you guys freshen up, dinner in an hour" Dad said and we all grabbed our keys.
The rooms were all adjacent to each other, mine and Chaz's was right next to Ava and Valerie's. I decided to put my stuff into the wardrobe after we went in and Chaz plopped down on the bed.
"You think I can find someone hot and foreign in four days?" He asked.
"Not with that mustache" I chuckled and he chucked a pillow at me.
"Come on! is it that bad?" He whined.
"Chaz you look like a creepy man who steals and kills cats" I said.
"Fine, I'll shave it" He said.
"Thank God"
"But what are you gonna do?" He asked and sat up.
"What am I gonna do of what?" I asked.
"Valerie dude, are you seriously just gonna throw it all away without giving it a shot?" He said and I sighed.
"Chaz, giving our relationship a shot is like giving a shot at hurting her and trust me, she's had her shots with that, she doesn't need more" I said.
"And you think she's not hurting right now? Did you see how awkward and quiet she was throughout the plane ride? I've never seen her like that" He said and I sighed and sat down on the bed beside him.
"It's better than not killing herself right?" I said.
"Justin, you can't do this, at least tell her about Eve and then is she doesn't want to try with you, its okay but if you just leave her like that, I don't think she'll be able to move on" He said.
"I'm not saying you're wrong Chaz, but if I tell her about Eve, she'll hate me, I don't want her to hate me and that's the reason I broke up with her, she'll nev-
"I don't want her to hate me, I don't want her to love me, make your goddamn mind up Justin and stop playing around with her feelings" He said and stood up.
"Playing around with her feelings!? Chaz that's what I'm not trying to do! I don't want to trick into something she'll regret!" I said.
"But that's what you're doing right now Justin! You tell her you want to break up and a month later, you suddenly ask her to go on a trip with you, your family and friends, what is she supposed to think!?" He almost yelled.
"Chaz why are you yelling at me!? Its not like I'm doing this for fun, it's hurting me just as much as its hurting her!" I said.
"I'm yelling at you because I saw her that day! She was at this park with her friend Joe and she was sobbing her heart out to him! And you know what he told me? That he hadn't seen her this sad even after the Christian thing happened. I saw it with my eyes, she was a mess!" He said and my heart dropped in the pit of my stomach.
"B-But Christian had....he-
"She didn't love Christian as much as she loves you Justin and if you think you're gonna hurt her less by doing this, you're wrong!" He said and went inside the bathroom and slammed the door shut.
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