Valerie 🥀 • jb x bh

twenty five

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Justin

I wish I could say "baby I'll never hurt you"
I wish I could say that
But I don't trust myself
I never have

And I never want to damage
Something as beautiful and delicate as you
You don't deserve this

And I can't help but regret not walking away sooner
And now I'm going to have to hurt you a little just so I wouldn't hurt you in the worst way

But I hope that whenever you hear these three words, it reminds you of me always

"I love you"

I love you so much Valerie, so much.

I took a shaky breath as the pen collapsed down on the diary as tears streamed down my face endlessly.

I wasn't ready to do this but I know this is the right thing to do.

I can't be so selfish because I don't want to do the same thing with her that I did with Eve. I cannot hurt her the same way especially when someone else has already damaged her so much.

And she's trying to lean onto me after that but little does she know that I'm the last person she should be leaning onto.

After nights and nights of thinking, I've come down to this decision. I don't have the capacity of doing that but I have to. Just to keep her from getting hurt.

I store the page off the diary and folded it neatly before stuffing it inside my pocket.

I Shut the book quickly as wiped my face when I heard footsteps outside of the door and mom came in.

"Jay... Valerie's here" She said softly.

Of course I talked to mom dad and Ava about this. They love Valerie too much too but they all know that this is the right thing to do.

I nodded and wiped away the rest of the tears from my face.

"Are you sure you want to do this honey?" She asked and placed her hand on my shoulder and I shook my head.

"No.... I never want to do this. I need her mom. But I can't keep her. She's been through enough" I said and heard her sigh.

"She hates Christian. She hates him so much, she told me. And I don't want her to hate me like that mom. I don't want her to tell whoever she gets along with in future how I was a douche bag. But most of all.....I don't want her to end up like Eve mom, never" I said and looked up at her and she nodded.

"You should go down, she's waiting" She said and I nodded.

I stood up and with heavy feet, I made my way downstairs. Dad and Ava were talking to her and when they saw me, they both stood up and went away too.