Theirs More 2 My Lyfe Then You Think You May Know

reaching out to helen

So everything was going so good with me and ceej the second year together we got in engaged and every now and then we hit a bump in the road but we would be able to fix it and stuff. But this one accident had went way to far. So I felt like me and ceej need some time apart so I reached out to helen and told her that I was ready to leave. That I could do this relationship anymore. So when helen had picked me up we went back to her place and she was in the process of moving to North Carolina with her daughter
lay lay and she asked me if I wanted to go and I said yes. So I ended up moving to North Carolina and moving all my belonging down there instead of leaving them with ceej. So once I got down there and got unpack and settled in for a little bit. Everything was going good course. Expect for the times where ceej would call me and the conversation would be good one minute and then the next it would go completely left so we would argue or whatever and I would hang up. I knew it would come to a point where lay lay would get tired of me arguing with ceej on the phone. So one day
lay lay called a house meeting for me and her mother and she basically was like you'll came down here to get on you'll feet and start you'll lives over. I don't want to be hearing your arguing on the phome. What you need to do is not answer his call when ceej call you and forcus on you and don't worry about ceej,You left him so leave it where it's at. So a course I felt some kind a way about it. But I didn't want to be stuck like last time when they did me wrong so a course I had go come up with another plan. Lay lay didn't want me to talk to ceej and so when they would leave I would call him and I told him that I don't think it's going to work out here either.
So then I told helen that I think I wanted to go to new York
The moment I said that he was like you know if you leave you can't come back right I was like I know. So I called my god mother and a course she told me that she had to many things going on right now and for me not to come. So then helen got in the phone with her and talking to her and she told my god mother everything that I did and everything that ceej had done and all. So I was pissed and went off. So I said im leaving so I called the grey hound and hit the road.