dearest keepers

Dear Nick

May 6, 2014

You're really awesome, I hope you know that! Literally every text you send me can put this huge smile on my face and make me really happy, and I have no idea why.

You should have seen me in study hall and health today, all I was doing was smiling. Everyone kept asking why I was in such a good mood, and what was I gonna say? 

"Oh yeah my friend's texts are just really nice and he's cool and yeah."

Ha! That's not a big deal, right? No reason to be over the top ecstatic. 

And yet, there I was, smiling so much that I probably looked like a complete ditz. 

It's stupid, you know? Not you, just what can make me smile. Like our little walks after second period to our foreign language classes make me smile like an idiot, especially when you gave me an extremely awkward shoulder hug type thing. 

It was a major fail, and hilarious. 

You're just... fun? I can't find the right words. It's different and new talking to you and I really like being friends with you. It's interesting, to say the least. Especially at work when you'll completely ditch the dairy aisle to help me with my aisles and the comments you make under your breath when the supervisor is being less than pleasant. It's really amusing, actually. 

Not to mention it also helps with the top shelves since you're taller and I eventually give up on scaling the bottom shelves to reach. 

Plus, you made a very fun question game partner. 

Like, wow you're actually graduating in a month. Have fun at college you complete nerd. 

Side note, nerdy's fun. It's a whole lot better than being an arrogant jerk, which I believe I've told you over and over again when you get caught up in video game and movie talk with me. Which I love, because you basically gave me the need to play every game you've mentioned. 

Not to mention your music taste is actually pretty great. I honestly didn't think I would like anything you listen to, but I do, which is strange because I didn't really picture metal and me mixing too well.

You're listening to my music next. My music taste is pretty darn amazing though so if you don't like it then I'll be deciding that you really have no taste in anything at all.

Did I ever thank you for the compliment on my dress? Maybe I should just in case, so you'll be getting an official "Thank you for complimenting the dress I looked horrible in" text shortly. Although you smiled at me and said, "And you said I didn't know what nice looked like." while we were walking today.

Stop being a dork, alright? 

And I know it's not because you like me or anything, because I'm positive you don't ahah. It's just you being nice which is like your entire personality but let's be real here me and dresses do not mix. 

Well basically that was a ton of useless information but it made sense to me, so that's all that matters, right? I don't care at all what anyone says about you, or what you've done, you're a really great friend to me. 

So for the tenth time today, thank you.