Ashi

Chapter 6

Chapter 6: New day, New me.

As if I hadn't already seen Scott swapping spit with Alison, my heart shattered all over again. I found it hard to breathe, and my eyes stung due to tears forming.

Scott shrugged and kissed Alison again. Todd gave him a disgusted look and walked towards me. Spencer punched Scott in the face, then followed Todd towards me.

I pushed them, as well as Brendan away and walked towards Scott. He was on the ground, holding his eye. "Was I not good enough?" I asked.

"Obviously not-" Alison started until I raised my hand to silence her.

"You were fine. I just wanted something more, better, and more fun. Alison offered me what I wanted."

"How long?" I asked, tears threatening to fall.

"A little over a month. I'm surprised you hadn't figured out yet."

I pulled the necklace off of my neck and threw it at him. I walked over to Brendan, Todd, Spencer, Tyler and Jordan. Everyone was starring at me. I hugged Todd, knowing how much he actually did care about me. I would hug Spencer, but Carly likes him, and I'm sure he likes her just as much.

"Do you want to leave?" Todd asked.

I nodded.

Brendan was watching us. "Can I still..." Before I could finish Brendan nodded. "1831 Fredrick drive." He told Todd.

Todd nodded, and helped me pass drunken teenagers. I climbed into the passenger seat and buckled myself in. Todd started the engine and drove me to Brendan's house.

"I'm really sorry, about Scott. I had no clue that he was do-" Todd began.

"It's okay. Ill be okay." I said.

"How long have you stayed with Prince?" He asked.

"Yesterday. I overheard Scott and Alison, I just thought....Ugh...I hate him Todd, I really do!" I said, suddenly feeling angry.

I covered my ears with my hands, and closed my eyes. "I hate him so much! How could he do that to me?" I yelled.

"Forget him, he's not worth any of your emotions." Todd said.

Brendan's black Porsche pulled into the driveway, and he walked towards me and Todd. "Come on Princess, let's get inside." He said, opening the door. I waved to Todd, and followed Brendan inside.

"How are you?" He asked.

"I hate him. I hate him so much." I said.

"Do you really hate him, or are you trying to hate him?"

I thought for a second, which is probably the worst possible thing for me to do. I actually love him. I love him so much, and I thought he loved me, too. I was wrong. I wanted to hate him.

"I hate that I love him." I said, and the water works began.

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Over the weekend, my love for Scott slowly vanished, and was replaced with hate. I stayed in bed all Saturday and Sunday, only coming out to shower. Brendan forced me to eat, though I didn't want to. Monday was the day I decided I didn't want to be the girl who was once in love. I didn't want to go through the unbearable pain of heartbreak.

Today is Tuesday, a new day, a new me.

I woke up, with a smile on my face and showered. I pulled on a pastel blue v neck, black skater skirt, black tights, and my white Doc Martins. Yesterday, Brendan and I bought a leather jacket, so I put that on as well. I applied mascara, and lip gloss then walked out of the bathroom.