Chapter 25 You and me and all other people
Song Diamonds by Rihanna
Justin’s Pov
I stared at the phone and then the door then back at the phone and then back at the door. It was so obvious and plain as day what I needed to do. What I should have done along long time ago. Making a quick group text I ran out the door and out of the McDonalds. She was just reaching the car with the girls sitting in side it waiting. I called her name. She stopped and turned towards me. “Can I give you a ride home?” I was holding my breath waiting hoping.
“Um I have a ride thanks.” She said in a way that reminded me of the first day we met. She turned back around grabbing for the door. ‘Damn, a shutdown,’ but I couldn’t let her go. I was done worrying about Stacey and her fucking feelings if she can disrespect my friends and purposely do shit to hurt people. She is not the girl for me no matter what shit she’s got going on at home. It was time for me to get what I wanted and what I wanted was Jalena, heart, body and soul. May sound cheesy as hell but hey that’s what I wanted I was done denying my feelings.
“Jalena.” I called out to her again “I need to talk you. Can I please take you home?” Why am I nervous? Hell, I almost had sex with her in a bathroom. She stared at me and I could tell she was having an inner battle with herself. Should she go or should she stay with them. ‘Please come with me.’ I pleaded with my eyes. Becca and Krista started singing.
Ah hell.
Jalena’s Pov
“I wonder if I take you home would you still be in love, baby… because I need you tonight.” Becca and Krista sang. I looked at them my eyes shooting daggers at them. Why… just why? They started laughing and I wanted to strangle them. “What? Our mommas love old school music.” Becca said.
“I think it would be wise of you to go with him Jalena for it is written in the stars.” Krista said leaning out the car looking all dreamy eyed.
“As much as I’d like to disagree with Gandalf the Grey over here…there is just something in the air today that just says fuck-it girl, go with it and see what happens but if that jerk just keeps giving you that Bs you know where we are going
Wensday night.” Becca said giving me a wicked grin as Krista’s continued looking starry-eyed.“Okaaayyy, Yoda and Obi Wan Kenobi.” I said looking at them strangely. ‘Are they high or something?’ I wondered…then smiled to myself yeah high on kicking some ass today. I turned back around to face Justin and wanted to smile at the nervous anxious expression he had on his face. I wanted to be with him more than anything but we couldn’t keep our hands off each other when we got alone. I didn’t want to have regrets when I was with him. I wanted to stop being so pissed at myself for giving into him and I didn’t want him feeling guilty for cheating on his girlfriend. He started to tap his foot and rub his neck with nervous anticipation.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea right now.” I told him. My body was still turned on by what he did to me. Mind you, I’m mortified for getting off in a bathroom but I had to admit that was hot as hell. He did wonderful things with his hands. I squeezed my thighs together from the thought. Mmm the boy had wonder hands.
“I just want to talk I…I promise.” He said stepping closer. I glanced back at the girls, their heads going up and down like bobble heads. I wish I could be strong and tell his ass he doesn’t deserve my time, but I was so weak, weak for him. I took a deep breath. When had I turned into this love-sick girl eager to be with a guy that I couldn’t have? My senior year speech popped into my head. “Please Lena” He whispered, and just like that my senior year speech did a Kid Flash and zoomed down the street so fast all you could see was a blur.
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