Eyes For Only You

Chapter 30 THat part 2

Jalena

"Ok, ok, ok soooo you told us all the negatives now tell us the positives." Krista said calmly

"Yes girrrlll cause I'm so depressed after listening to all that. Girrrl got me all sad I can't let this happen. I feel like I'm being broken up with... my heart hurts, I think ... I think I need a sandwich. Krista will you make me a sandwich?"

"Becca shut up!" Krista yelled at her then nodded her head in my direction to continue. I tried to hold in a laugh but it was hard. Taking a deep breath I went on.

"I love him. I cant imagine being with out him I want this to work I want to grow old with him make babies in the far, far, far, future, I can see it clearly. I don't want anyone else there hasn't been anyone else and I know there wont be anyone else and I definitely don't want anyone to take my place. He's become everything, and what's crazy is I don't care that we've only been together for a short while, don't care about his past girlfriends either. I just care about us in the now ya know? I guess I'm just... just scared. I'm young and, and uhg this is why teenage dating is dumb." I say sucking in a big gulp of air after letting all that out. I wrapped my arms around myself feeling suddenly cold.

"I haven't even left yet, and I already miss him everyday. I'm so torn why do I feel so conflicted why cant things be uncomplicated?"

"This is not complicated. He loves you and I have never ever seen him like this with anybody ever and I've known him all my life and I know his heart. He's a good guy he would never ever do anything to hurt you." Krista came close and put her arm around me.

"I know for a fact he would take this differently than the way your thinking. In fact he'd be excited to hear this news and he would make it work. I know he'd fly up every chance he could get to see you, he'd always make time for you, I just know he would. Your cutting him short, the best thing is to be honest with him, tell him he'll understand and you guys will make it work if you love him enough you'd try. Trust me on this." Krista placed her hand on my shoulder looking sincerely at me.

"Wow words of wisdom from Krista! Girl you deep I like that." We both grabbed a pillow and threw it at Becca. Wiping my tears away I took another deep breath then told her she was right.

I let my sisters negative thoughts about what would happen cloud my judgment. The best thing to do was just talk to him. It's just that simple. After hugging it out and chatting some more I left to go find him. I walked into the kitchen seeing Anthony looking into the Fridge. He turned around when he heard me getting closer his mouth munching up and down. Does this guy every stop eating?

"Hey what up... you ok? He had a concerned look on his face. I had forgotten that he saw me when I came in from the beach. "Yeah I'm good now. Have you seen Justin I've looked all over the house?" It's been about an hour I hoped he wasn't with legs I'm still on the fence about that friendship what can I say I'm human. "Yeah he uh left don't know where he went though, have you tried his phone?

"Oh" I looked at him frowning I mean duh. I pulled out my cell and called him we both turned to the sound of buzzing. There on the counter was his phone.

"Wow that's..." Anthony looked at the phone like it was something he's never seen before.

"Well maybe he went to the store or something." I said trying to make light of it honestly I didn't know what to think so I just made my way back to my room.

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I was finally off the stupid-ness of jealously and was feeling a lot better. Pashaw me jealous? Nah, ok well just a little but I'm not stupid I know he's been around but I also know that its different being with me. My heart and soul feels that we have something special. The past girls are exactly that past. I am his present and his future. And they are right he's a good guy and I'm done being scared of telling him I'm actually happy about it now. All that worrying I threw it out the window.