Eyes For Only You

Chapter 27 Full Moon

Chapter 28 Full Moon

Song: Beautiful by Mariah Carey and Miguel

I now had an official boyfriend for the last 2 months and something, something days. I couldn’t break it down to you specifically …I mean who does that? I may be in love and all but I’m not the kind of girl who keeps track like that. It seems a bit desperate, especially when you get down to the hours and minutes of the time spent together. That’s just too exhausting. I’ve got too much else to worry about. Like my grades, and my audition for the academy of dance. I can’t sit there on a chair looking out a window going ‘oh my gosh it’s our 62 day and 12th hour and 44 minute anniversary!’…Yeah, sooo didn’t have time for that. Besides working on our state national’s dance competition routine and my own audition for the Academy plus, working part time at this dance studio that Becca got me into and spending time with friends, Family and most of all Justin I was a busy girl. Whew!

Once thoughts of Justin entered my head I stopped the dance number I was working on missing a step. Again. Visions of him kept ruining my practice. I was choreographing my routine for the audition that, to my friend’s knowledge, was just the solo dance I was entering in for the competition.

You see, I still haven’t told any of them, including Justin, about my impending audition for the academy. Every time I tried I just couldn’t do it. I didn’t want them thinking about me leaving or Justin and I spending all the time we had together trying to figure out how to do a long distance relationship. I just wanted to enjoy the time I had with them. Luckily this competition has bought me some time.

I had gotten a call from the head of the Academy of Dance and was told one of the judges for the state national’s competition is also the one who is asking for me for the academy, so she figured she could just give me the audition there and all I’d have to do is enter a dance solo. She said it was just between us and that I was basically already accepted (which made my heart do a triple flip) but they had to play by the rules and give an audition like they would do any other student. But this way we didn’t have to travel to New York until it was time. That lifted one-pound weight off my shoulder. Now if I could just get rid of the other 99.

I had already chosen the song for the solo. It was the one that Justin had played for me in his car the day he told me he loved me. Beautiful by Michelle. The song reminded me of him which is probably why I had such a hard time getting through it because his beautiful face, his beautiful hair, his beautiful eyes, mouth, hands, hell you get the picture. Him, all of him was just beautiful. And most of all he made me feel beautiful. The way he would look at me like I was the only one in his world. The way he would lean outside his class room when he knew I’d be walking by to my own class and reach out and grab me, giving me kisses as I’d reluctantly have to pull away and tell him I needed to go to class and he would say things like “you’re my world I never want to let you go.” Kissing him was like going to Disneyland. You know that happy little kid feeling of excitement bubbling in your tummy and the high you get when you’re on a rollercoaster. He rocked my world when he would lay those lips on me. We both weren’t into much pda but when we were alone, yeah, it’s hot. I tried to focus and missed another step thinking of his hands under my shirt. My breath came out faster and not because of dancing. Thoughts of his touch had me so flustered, and foot twisted. I couldn’t do a Shanay turn without my feet getting tangled within themselves. We had gotten pretty hot and heavy that one night… I stopped dancing and went over to the music player and pushed replay. Our make out sessions were starting to get past the pg13 ratings and were now rated R.. Oh there goes my mind as thought of what he made me feel filled up my head.