I literally sat on the concrete balcony letting the tears fall 50 feet down. I looked down at the street filled with taxis and cars. I found myself here after beating the shit outta Jojo and kicking Corey outta my house. If your thinking I'M gonna jump your wrong.
I pulled the shoelaces out of both of my vans. I got down walking back into my home. it was a mess. I didn't mind cleaning up because I wasn't expecting any company. "Paige let that shit go already " I mumbled laughing. I flopped on my bed the tears filling my pillow...
Clarity...
Marry me..
I thought that we would be together..
Misery, you represent love, you the epitome
I let the last tear drop before getting up grabbing my keys and hoping into my Silver 2013 Hyundai sonata..
I drove off fast...speeding needing time to think.
think about what I have left
think about whats next...
Aj's POV
I sat up immediately rubbing the temple of my head I gained a major headache. The night before was awful. I felt nothing but hate for Paige...but I couldn't. I can't hate her for my stupid mistake.. I don't even know why I kissed her.Trying to intimidate her was a very stupid idea. I wanted her to feel the exact god damn pain I went through... but it only makes me feel like a bad person.
I failed, I failed
yes the hell I did.
I gripped the sheets scrunching my face. I was red as a Tomato.
Damn...such a beautiful girl such as I being enraged. walking in the bathroom I looked in the mirror seeing a perfectly fine girl with great potential but hated by many. I touched my arm..it was soft..
I put a finger on my lips they were plump and not chapped at all.
I ran my fingers threw my hair.It was warm and split at the ends.
But No matter..how beautiful I feel.. I'M a horrible person in some kind of way.
I grabbed the bar of soap throwing it at the mirror.. shattering into a thousand pieces. I grabbed my keys off the coffee table hoping into my car going for a ride. I drove off, I drove far until I was cruising in the middle of Nowhere. I gripped the wheel tighter. I switched gears to nitro zooming fast down the abandoned road. The leaves following brindled..but only for a short while until I went down a narrow road, narrow that only one vehicle could ride, guessing that was me. I thought about it again crying. I took my anger out on the steering wheel retaliating before sitting back with my head rested on my hand.
I took a glance at the only sign. My eyes widened.. "Wrong way"
I looked back at the road, a horn snapping me out of it.
The last thing I saw was a silver car and me being knocked out..
glass.
blood
me.
I hope you find what you looking for..
I hope you find what you looking for..
