It always happens.
I tell you I miss you, or you say you miss me first.
I say I want to hug you, and you tell me how you feel.
My heart it beats for you , my feelings for you... are the only thing that's real.
My hand it reaches for you, but I know you don't want me, or at least you play it off , no big deal.
But somehow I can't shake you.
Promise I don't want to force you, make you fake it for me...
I just know that I can't leave you completely, you have my heart....
On an honest note, I can't quit you.
I cut you, so you cut me twice.
I never wanted to hurt you, but you hurt me still.
Just be honest with me.
Tell me there's no future, if my heart's not the one you want to steal.
Tell me all the dirty laundry , don't sugar coat it... let me swallow the pill.
I don't know how to be more honest.
Every other person is not anyone, not anyone I could keep.
I say they have me, but never can they keep me.
Because to this day, you still have me...
Even all my dreams.
I hate that I still love you, but your e the only one I see.
I hate that I can't have you. Because you have always had me, even when it didn't feel that way....
I hate all this baggage .... I want these cuts to heal.
Not asking for your charity , not asking for some magic, depression breaking spell.
Just tell me you didn't want me.... tell me I was just a thrill... tell me that's why you left me, even after I gave you pleasure.... tell me the honest truth.
Because lies I can't take any more.
Please be honest with me, did you ever really care?.... or like I asked .... was I just a thrill?
