I'm not the girl that went out on the town at 4 am with you.
I'm not the girl that was carrying your child.
I'm not the girl you're suppose to marry.
We were young and you were my first boyfriend, ya know?
Everytime you brought someone into the picture, I'd have to let you go and find someone else.
I'm with someone everytime your not. ..and then the times you are, you didn't want me. You cut me off.
Makinlee would of been a piece of me and a piece of you.
That's a crazy thought.
Maybe in another life we would have been, but not in this one.
I grew up and pushing you away is the best thing possible.
Someday you'll find the one and I'm not her.
The thing is...if I were the one, you would've known. Your heart would of told you.
But you're the guy that had my first kiss and my first time....and gave me my first pregnancy. And for that, you're irreplacable.
But I'm okay without you now.
There will be days I wonder about you, but blocking you was freeing for me.
I hope you can see that.
Please don't be mad at me either, it's just that my story isn't.... our story.
-Angel Bee
Bee for B.
Angel because that's what you called me.
