You'll never have a right to say I didn't try to keep you.
You'll never get to say I walked away.
You'll never be able to tell people that I choose to let you go, to give up, and leave you by yourself.
But I do.
And when they ask about you I won't hesitate.
I'll be able to say that I let you back in , just when I was finally moving on because you realized you wanted me; just when I started to want someone else.
I'll tell them how I let you back in my heart and I trusted you.
How I let you see each and every part of me... and how you didn't hesitate to break me, to walk away after you felt okay without me.
I'll tell them that you fixed me just to screw me.
I'll tell them how you told me you loved me just to leave me.
I'll let them know what you did, and I hope you sleep with knowing what a mistake you made.
I hope it haunts you every time you see someone happy with someone else.
I hope it rips your insides every time.
I hope you feel the pain and damage you caused me.
And the I love you's I gave you... I hope you feel those forever so you feel the lie that follows them.
The bad side of me, hopes every day you wake up ,and you feel me.
Because I get to say I gave you everything...and you broke me.
You walked away.
You forced me into a goodbye, for yourself.
Because you're selfish and nothing like the girl I came to know.
I hope you feel empty and I hope that you receive the empitiness you've left me with.
And I hope every time you call someone your best friend, you think of me, and you remember exactly what you did to me....
When all is quiet... I hope you hear the crying you've caused me.
And I'm not perfect, not at all... but at least I was honest.
At least I tried and I didn't give up on you.
At least I actually believed you could be more then you are.
I had faith in you even when you didn't have faith in yourself.
And for that, I win.
It's your loss, not mine.
And you know that you can't take it back, none of it.
Take a good look as you walk away, because after that there'll be nothing.
Your wish has come true, I want absolutely nothing to do with you.
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