It's happening again.
I feel it.
I'm losing myself and any motivate I have left.
I take more showers through the day, sleep the days away, and tend to get headaches more often.
I'm slipping, and I don't know how to stop it.
I don't even know if I want to stop it.
Do I?
I'm happy, I am. But in the same breathe I'm broken.
Nobody, nothing can fix me.
I am damaged goods, and I don't know how to help myself anymore.
Is it time that I quit fighting?
Do I fall into the person everyone thinks of me as?
Do I become her?
Do I become hateful again?
Do I become angry at everything?
So I break stuff ?
I can't control myself, at least I don't think I can.
My mind is racing..and I know what that means.
