I have said words that I have forgotten.
I have made promises to not keep them.
I have said I love you's and not meant them.
I have had friends and not really had them.
I have been up and I have been down.
I've been abandon and I have been found.
Through all my years of heartbreak and change, through constant storms and surprises I've never been faced with where I am today.
Choices. So many choices.
What I choose today will affect the rest of my life.
What I do in school will affect my changes of the time span in college.
Who I trust can be the next to hurt me.
Who I sleep with could be the one to get me pregnant.
Who I love could be the one or another lesson.
Whatever choice, whatever way...it's scary. So as I'm making choices each and everyday, this is me.
I am here, and I don't remember what it was I said to you, but I am sorry. I am sorry for what I caused or didn't cause for you or what you wanted, or what you needed. Just know.... I'm learning and I'm living each day by day, just like you are.
I am here, and apologizing for that promise I broke or didn't remember.
I am here, apologizing for any and every thing.
But I am not there anymore...I am here.
