I hope that someday you're going to see me as I saw you.
I hope you feel as deeply about me, even if it's just for second... about how I felt about you.
I would have done anything for you.
I would of laid done my life for you.
And the fact that you always took me for granted or never cared enough to see that I loved you so much... is your loss.
I don't know the person you've slept with.
I don't know the person your heart loves.
But the person I knew, isn't you.
It has been you for a long time.
And it hurts me when I think about what we had, because everything I thought I was to you..was completely different from what it actually was.
I hate to think that you saw me as a stepping stone and everyone I've been with has treated me this way.
I felt you had cheated on me.
The whole time it was her you were looking at, and sitting with... it had to of been.
All I ever wanted was to be loved in the same way I loved and to be one with you.
So the bitch side of me hopes you get betrayed over and over.
But the side that still cares about you, and the side... that is blinding out the shit...
She wants you to be happy.
She wants you to smile and feel free.
But sometimes it's just so hard to hope good for you.
I hate how you just left me and threw me away like a piece of paper.
Like I was nothing.
Leaving may have been what you needed, but not once did you think...that I needed you.
In all the years, not once was me.
You were my smile on the highway late at night...
My hope.
