I want to be happy.
But have you ever looked in the mirror and just wondered what step was it that you took wrong?
Have you ever wondered where it all fucked you over and what was it that you did for it to happen?
I don't know my happy anymore.
But God, how I want to be happy again.
I want the emotional, physical, communicative, all of it ... I want the whole package.
I miss being fucking kissed, like really kissed. I want to be pulled in and just full on kissed.
I want someone who respects me.
I don't want to be second anymore.
I want to be loved the same.
I want someone who wants what I want out of life or something even relatively close to it.
I want to love myself again and love being who I am.
Mentally and physically.
I just want to be fucking happy.
