Champagne, Flowers & Chocolate - Kellic - Boyxboy

chapter seven

When I walk into Vic's house the next week, I'm a little surprised to see the candy bowl filled to the brink with chocolate.

"What's going on?" I ask, turning to Vic excitedly.

"I thought we could try a new kind of therapy." he says.

"If it involves chocolate, I'm in." I grin.

He smiles softly and gestures for me to sit down. I sit down and he surprises me by sitting next to me. This day just keeps getting better by the minute.

"I need to make sure you're completely comfortable before starting this. I need your full consent." he says seriously.

"You know I'm all about consent." I joke. "But what is it? What is this new therapy you're talking about."

"Have you ever heard of systematic desensitization therapy?" he asks.

"Not really." I frown.

"Systematic desensitization therapy is usually what is used to treat phobias. It's a type of exposure therapy where we're going to expose you to your fear in hopes to make you less afraid of it. What about aversion therapy?"

"Like the shit they used to do on gay people?" I ask confused. "No offense, Vic, but I doubt it'd work and being straight wouldn't exactly fix my hypersexuality."

He chuckles and shakes his head.

"Same idea. Different motive." he says. "To use your example, back in the 1970s as treatment for homosexuality, they would show images of the homosexual behavior and shock the patient so they would associate the pain with homosexuality." he explains. "We're going to do the opposite of that which is something called counterconditioning. You're going to be exposed to your fear and something pleasant at the same time in hopes that you'll associate the pleasure with the experience."

"So what, I'm going to jerk off and you're going to touch me?" I ask only half serious. I'm totally down for that.

"No, no, no. That would violate so many laws. You love chocolate right?"

"More than life itself." I nod.

"Well I'm going to touch you and you're going to eat chocolate. It's more or less a mixture of systematic desensitization therapy and counterconditioning."

"Okay, sounds simple. Lets do this." I chirp clasping my hands together.

"Wait, this isn't going to be a walk in the park. This is going to involve me touching you a lot." Vic says and I nod.

"I know. I trust you." I smile.

I notice him blush a little as he smiles back.

"Okay, firstly I need to know what you are comfortable with." he says.

"Um well, over the clothes is usually okay unless it's thighs, ass or downstairs." I blush. "Hands are okay. Face is okay."

"Okay, we also need a safe word." he says.

"Kinky." I smirk and he rolls his eyes but I can see him blushing again. He's so cute.

"It's for if things get too much. You're going to want me to stop a lot but I only want you to use the safe word if you really feel like you can't handle it." he explains and I nod.

"What do you want the safe word to be?" I question.

"Anything you want." he chirps.

"Fuck." I grin cheekily.

"Fuck? You're very mature." Vic smirks.

"It's a nice word." I beam.

He rolls his eyes but nods anyway.