Champagne, Flowers & Chocolate - Kellic - Boyxboy

chapter twenty three

I feel uneasy as Mom stops in Vic's driveway. I'm not sure if he wants me here for our therapy session. I texted him asking if we could talk a few days ago but he never replied.

I really like Vic and I feel quite heartbroken that he's not my boyfriend anymore.

Not only that but I'm still really shaken up from what Mike did and now I don't have Vic to comfort me.

I didn't just lose my boyfriend. I lost my best and only friend.

I get out of the car and Mom drives off. I guess there's no turning back now. I walk shakily up to Vic's front door and knock gently.

He answers the door but barely looks at me. I follow him silently to the living room and sit hesitantly in my usual seat as he sits across from me. He takes his notepad and holds a pen to it.

"How have you been?" he asks coldly, not even looking at me.

"We're not even going to talk about it?" I huff.

He looks up at me. He's got an angry exterior but I can see that he's just trying to hide his pain.

"There's nothing to talk about." he says.

"Fine." I mutter.

"How have you been?" he repeats.

"Fucking horrible." I mumble.

"Why is that?" he questions.

I look at Vic who is back to staring at his notepad.

"Something happened to me." I murmur.

"What happened to you?" he nearly sounds bored.

I swallow hard and look down at my hands.

"A guy made me feel unsafe." I squeak out.

I notice Vic look up at me.

"Were you attacked again at the park?" he asks. I can hear the worry in his voice which is relieving.

"No. It was a friend." I mumble.

"Kells, what happened?" he asks as he puts down his notepad.

I wipe away a tear that is already falling down my cheek.

"You don't care." I whisper.

"Of course I care. Kellin, tell me what happened so I can help you." he near pleads.

"I can't." I croak out. "You wouldn't believe me."

His face softens at my words.

"I'll always take your word over anyone else's, Kells. Tell me what happened." he murmurs.

I take a few deep breaths trying to compose myself. My gaze falls to my hands as I start taking.

"I was so scared, I couldn't even move. He kissed me and I pushed him away and told him I didn't want to do that." I begin shakily. "He wouldn't listen though and pulled his penis out. I told him that I didn't want to do it but he wouldn't listen and he forced me to touch him. I was too scared to stop so I started jerking him off."

I start sobbing and let my tears fall to my lap.

"I'm so weak. I should have tried harder to get away." I cry.

"No, Kells, this isn't your fault. He forced you and you were understandably scared." Vic explains.

"You want to know what the worst part is?" I sniff, looking up at Vic.

"What?" he asks.

"My boyfriend walked in and started yelling at me." I choke out.

I can tell it takes him a second to understand but when he does, his eyes go wide and he looks instantly regretful.