Champagne, Flowers & Chocolate - Kellic - Boyxboy

chapter twenty seven

When I walk into gym class, my heart drops to my stomach. Standing in front of the class is not the usual substitute. Mr. Benny is back. I don't make eye contact with him and go sit on the bleachers with the rest of the class.

When everyone is here and the class is settled, Mr. Benny starts putting people into teams so we can play basketball. When he says my name, I immediately tense up. I'm just praying he got scared off by the possibility of losing his job. Thankfully, he just directs me to my team and says nothing else.

After we're put into teams, we start playing and it's actually fun. Turns out I'm good at basketball.

I always hated gym because no one ever interacted with me. Even during dodgeball people avoided me like the plague. But ever since I got back, people have been treating me like I'm a person. Now gym makes me feel good about myself.

Halfway through the game, Mr. Benny blows the whistle to stop us.

I'm panting and sweaty but still eager to get back to the game.

"Kellin, you're needed at administration. Hit the showers." he tells me.

I'm confused but agree. Maybe it's just a check up or something.

I go into the changing rooms as everyone continues the game. I decide to forget the shower and spray some deodorant instead.

I begin getting changed out of my gym clothes but as I pull my shirt over my head, Mr. Benny walks in and closes the door behind him. I wrap my arms around myself and freeze.

"Don't let me stop you." he smirks, looking me up and down.

"I should probably go." I say nervously, putting my shirt back on.

"No, you don't need to. I just made that up to get you alone. I'm glad to see you participating for once. You look so sexy when you're sweaty." he breathes.

I'm immediately uncomfortable and a little anxious.

"I should probably get back to the game." I mumble.

"No, you're not going anywhere. I've missed you," he beams, moving over to me and putting his hands on my shoulders. "And that little mouth of yours."

Even over my shirt, his touch is anxiety inducing.

He leans in to kiss me but I turn my head so he kisses my neck instead.

"I don't do that anymore." I tell him, pushing him away.

He looks immediately frustrated.

"What do you mean?" he frowns.

"I've been given a second chance and I'm taking it. I have a boyfriend, I'm getting good grades, I'm getting my shit together. I nearly fucked my life up. I'm not risking that again." I explain. "I frankly don't want to fool around with you ever again, or anyone for that matter. That's not me anymore."

"So what I'm gathering is that you're telling me no." he mutters.

"Correct. Hate to break it to you but it's my body and I can say no." I tell him, trying to move past him but he pushes me back against the wall. He pins me against it and brings his face close to mine so I can smell his awful breath.

"I'm not going to take no as an answer." he spits but I don't back down.

"Get your fucking hands off me. You owe me. I could have dragged you down with me, and I should have with the shit you pulled using me as a scapegoat, but I didn't. You owe your fucking life to me so the least you can do is get your hands off me." I spit.

"I don't owe you shit. You knew what you were doing. And if you don't remember, you came onto me." he hisses. "So get on your fucking knees and don't you dare talk to me like that."

"What are you going to do? If you so much as lay a hand on me, I can go to the principal, heck, I can go to the police." I threaten.

"Oh honey, is that the hand you're playing? News flash, Kellin, I could bend you over right now and rape you and no one would believe you. Once a whore, always a whore. So you're lucky I just want my dick sucked." he spits. "Perhaps it's in your best interest to shut up and do what you're told."

I feel sick as I remember mine and Vic's trip to the police station. Not even they believed me. He's right. No one would believe me.

"At any point, I can get you kicked out of school, Kellin. I assume you don't want that so play nicely." he says.

He's got the upper hand. Everyone would be so disappointed in me if I got kicked out of school. I can't fuck this up, not again.

"Please, just let me go." I choke out.

"I will, after you blow me." he says.

He puts his hand on my shoulder again to push me down but his touch is poisonous so I drop to my knees to escape it. He pulls out his dick and I start crying. He grabs my hair forcefully making me scream.

"Enough of that. Just suck it then you're done." he snaps.

Literally shaking in fear, I decide to just get it over and done with.

"What if someone walks in?" I whimper, at one last attempt to get out of this.

"I locked the door." he chirps.

I bite the bullet and take him into my mouth. I consider biting his dick off but even if I do that, no one will believe this happened without my consent.

My reputation and my past is like chewing gum stuck to the bottom of my shoe. I can't get rid of it and the more I walk, the more dirt that gets stuck with it.

I try my hardest not to think about Vic as I suck off another man but I can't block him out. He would be so disappointed in me. Maybe I should just get kicked out of school. Maybe it'll be better than betraying him.

Thankfully, it doesn't take long for it to be over but I'm left feeling dirty and used, something I haven't felt in a long time.

"That wasn't so hard, was it?" Mr. Benny breathes.

I don't say anything and just start crying again.

"Clean yourself up." he says then he leaves.

I fall on the floor and curl up into a ball. And that's where I stay for the rest of the day. Even when people come in, they don't check if I'm okay. They don't care. I don't mean anything to them. I'm just a worthless whore like I've always been.