PTSD; Markbam (Completed)

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Mark's POV
Another day with Jin. I smile and sit on the soft chairs in the room. "Hi Mark, Hi bambam" "hi Jin! How's namjoon?" I ask. He smiled "he is fine, Thank you for asking" i nod and smile. "So today we will try to describe how you are feeling, on like a daily bases" i nod. "So, at home, how do you feel? Do you feel safer there?" I hum "i do, but when bambam is home as well, but if it's just me alone, it's better than being at a friends house or something like that..." I grab Bambam's hand and he intertwines our fingers. "I see, and what about when you are at a friends house or at a store? Do you have a job?" I nod "i actually work at the music store in the mall, but there is a man that comes when i am there and he gives me bad vibes..." Jin hummed and wrote it down "and how does he look?" "He is sort of tall, about Bam's height, he has black hair, and he is sort of buff" Jin wrote it down. "And why does he give you bad vibes?" "Well... His voice.is familiar too...." I rub my neck and look down. Bambam patted my shoulder and i look at him "So I'm guessing, you are trying to say that The Man's voice is similar to the man who raped you?" I nod and shiver. Jin hummed "okay well, i need a Picture of this man, do you think i can get that?" "Maybe? Or i can ask a friend who works where i do and get security tapes.." Jin nodded "that is good too" bambam smiled a bit. "Okay well, now we will do something that can try and trigger your memory, okay?" I nod.

I lay on this weird chair thing, and Jin smiled. "Now, i want you to close your eyed, try to relax and forget everything" i nod and try and clear my mind. "Now, i will say some things and you will repeat after me okay?" I nod and furrow my eye brows. "Deep slumber i enter" "deep slumber i enter.."

Bambam's POV
Mark is asleep now i guess. But he seems to be struggling, which worries me. I tried going to him but Jin put a hand in front of me "wait.." He said. I nod and sit back down. I bounce my foot nervously.

"Now Mark... What do you see..?" Jin asked. "I... See the streets... It's night time..." Mark said. "Okay, where?" "Going to my apartment..... It's chilly.... Im walking from Jackson's house..." I hug myself and bite my lip. "And are you alone?" "I don't feel alone..... I feel eyes on me.... I feel scared..." I tear up a bit. "Go on..." "I hear foot steps...i keep walking though...faster.." Jin wrote this down. "I.. I am shaking...this person is catching up..." I look at Jin and he seems to be deep in thought. "B-b.....i-i can't see anything! It's D-Dark! I-I'm scared! B-Bambam!" I jump out of my seat and Jin stood up "Mark wake up" Jin says, and snaps his fingers infront of Mark's face. Mark shot up while sobbing. I look at Jin and he nods. I go over to Mark and hug him. "It's okay baby... I'm right here.." I whisper and pet his hair. He hugs back and whimpered. "I now see that this is a big issue with Mark, and that he needs to find a way to calm his fear and anxiety, i don't want to give you any medication just yet, for now i want you keep telling yourself you are fine, and also go out more, by yourself and with Bambam, im guessing you use to do that alot right?" I nod for Mark. "Alright, for now i need him to rest more, and go into work normally, don't change your schedule, okay?" Mark nodded and looked up at me. I look down at him and rub his cheek. "One more Question, for Mark, bam can you please step outside?" I sigh but nod, i quickly kiss Mark's forehead and let go. He was a bit hesitant but i smile softly at him "It's going to be okay" he nodded and smiled back. I leave the room.

The door opened and i stood up. Mark came out and so did Jin. "Well, next session, i need you to be here bam, for now, have a good day" i nod and bow before grabbing Mark's hand. Jin bowed back and me and Mark leave.

"You Hungry?" I ask. Mark shook his head and rested his head on my shoulder. "Baby, you've been quiet since we got back from Jin's office, are you okay?" "Bambam, do you still love me?" My eyes widen a bit "well of course Mark! Why else would i do this for you? For us? I want us to go back to normal, i don't like seeing you suffer like this..." "If you love me.. Prove it.." "How?" I ask. "Make love to me.." I gulp a bit "n-now?" He looked at me seriously "do you not want to?" "N-No i do, i love you very much, but im just a bit shocked from the sudden action..." He hummed "so will you....?" I nod and smile softly "whatever makes you happy..." He smiled.

Third person POV
Bambam stripped Mark from his clothing. Mark watched as bambam stripped himself slowly. Mark then ran his fingers all over Bambam's torso. Bambam groaned softly and Mark brought bambam down for a kiss. Bambam slid his tongue across Mark's bottom lip, asking for entrance. "W-Wait...bam..." Mark said "what's wrong?" Bambam asked "m-maybe.....i....nevermind" Mark mumbled "no, come on, tell me" bambam said softly "i want to try... And be...the top again.." Bambam smiled and laid down "go ahead..." Mark smiled a bit and got on top of bambam.

Smut Warning

Mark slowly lowered his face to Bambam's hard on. He licked the tip and bambam arched his back slightly "s-shit~" he whispered. Mark the started to suck on Bambam's tip, softly though. Bambam laced his fingers in Mark's hair and moaned softly "ngh~" Mark took in more of bambam, swirling his tongue. Bambam arched his back and tried very hard not to buck his hips. He doesn't want to hurt Mark. "Ngh~ M-Mark~" Mark got more turned on knowing bambam was enjoying this. He felt proud that he can still pleasure Bambam. Mark gripped Bambam's thighs and finally took bambam whole. Bambam couldn't hold back any more and bucked his hips, feeling bad. Mark gagged a bit but continued anyway. "S-Sorry~ ngh~!" Bambam moaned out and pull at Mark's hair. Mark smiled and gently grazed his teeth gently. "A-Ahh~!! S-shit Mark~!" Bambam then tugged harshly at Mark's hair and Mark growled. Bambam started to feel his orgasm building up. "M-Mark~ i-i'm c-close~" bambam whimpered out. Mark stopped and pulled away, making bambam whine loudly. "Mark why~?!" "Patience" Mark said and opened the drawer to where the lube is at. He pulls it out and stares at bambam. "Want to be stretched or not?" Bambam stared at Mark for a bit. It has been a while.... "No..." Mark nodded and opened the bottle, squirting some of the substance on his hand and rubbing it on his long length. Bambam watched and bit his lip. Did he make the right choice? Mark then positioned himself outside of Bambam's hole and looked at bambam. "You ready?" Bambam nodded slowly and Mark smiled. Mark then slowly entered bambam, causing him to hiss "slowly now.." Bambam breathed out and gripped Mark's shoulders. Mark nodded and once he was all the way in he stopped and looked at Bambam innocently. Bambam knew he wanted to move, so badly, but he doesn't need Mark tearing his ass apart. Then again he wants Mark to feel good about himself again. "Go ahead.." Bambam said and sighed softly. Mark smiled and kissed bambam as he started to move slowly before slowly picking up his pace. Bambam whimpered since it has been sort of a while but he then moaned and softly clawed at Mark's back. Mark then started going faster and kissed Bambam's neck, sucking on it. Bambam moaned and digged his nails into Mark's back. "Ngh~ f-feels good~!!" Bambam moaned and Mark smirked, pouding into bambam at this point and biting his neck. Bambam whimpered and screamed slightly when Mark rammed into his prostate. "Yes~!! Please do it Agian M-Mark~!!" Bambam whined and kissed Mark. Mark kissed back and lifted Bambam's hips, ramming right into Bambam's prostate dead on. "Fuck yes~!!" Bambam screamed and clawed harshly at Mark's back, breaking the skin. "Bambam~" Mark moaned and sucked on Bambam's bottom lip. "M-Mark~ Ngh~ i-i'm close~!!" Mark whined and continued slamming into bambam "i don't want it to end yet bammie~" he tried convincing bambam to hold it in for a bit longer. "I-I can't Mark~!" Mark whined and kissed bambam "go ahead then~" bambam nodded and arched his back as he came onto his stomach. Mark slammed into him a couple more times before cumming inside him.

Mark pulled out and fell on top of Bambam. "Yah~ Mark~" bambam whined and cupped Mark's face "off now" he ordered. Mark pouted and kissed bambam. Bambam couldn't help it and kissed back. "Fine, 10 minutes" "20?" "Mark" "fine.." Mark rolled his eyes and they both giggle.

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Mhmmmmm hello hello, hello hello, tell me what you want right now

(TELL ME HOW MY BROTHER SANG THE REST FOR ME LIKE HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT SONG)

HE IS 8 BTW