Bitter | g.d - e.d

3 [Violet]

Violets POV

Oh my god, I can't believe what is happening right now, this was meant to be a peaceful meeting where I'd tell Leila what happened, but now she's going off at Grayson for trying to help and she's honestly pissing me off right now.

Leila grabbed my hand and dragged me off of the bench, leaving a really pissed of Grayson. "I think they really did care.." I whispered into her ear.

She started crying all over again, I don't blame her, she's been really stressed and overwhelmed, more than usual at least, and all of the pressure is getting to her.

She lets go of my arm and covers her face with her hands, slowly having a meltdown, she kneels onto the floor, quietly sobbing as I kneel down next to her and wrap her in my arms, I rub around her back and quietly shush her.

"It's okay," I try to get her to stop.

I hear the twins coming over, they stand around us which was really intimidating, I knew that Leila would get very claustrophobic so I tried to help her up before she gets all anxious, but I start to see her get dizzy and I know that she's not gonna last.

"Leila?" I lightly tap her face to see if she's still awake, but there was no response, she's already fainted and there is no way I'm letting Ethan and Grayson take us home

"What happened?" One of them asked

"Leila, wake up," I ignore them.

"Leila-" Grayson grabbed onto my shoulder, making me wince but he doesn't notice, Grayson moves me out of the way and picks up Leila bridal style

"W-what are you doing?" I ask softly, not wanting to start a fight. "I'm taking you guys home," he says simply and starts to walk towards his car that was parked down the street,

"I don't need your help," he completely ignores me "Grayson!" I yell, still sitting on the floor.

Ethan squats down next to me "You're not okay, please just tell me," he asks calmly unlike Grayson. "I'm fine," I get up and walk over to the car

As I got closer, I see that it's the same white Range Rover that I see every morning on my way to school, there's no way that's actually theirs, they're like the two boys living in the shadows, it's not theirs. Grayson places Leila in the back and hops into the drivers seat.

"Are you coming or not?" He yells. I stood there for a minute, they're taking Leila, I better go with them in case something happens.

I hop into the backseat of their car, seeing Leila passed out, I let out a sigh, I can't believe how this night has turned out. I rest my elbow near the door and hold my head up with my hand, staring out the window. Ethan gets in and Grayson starts the car "So where does she live?"

*
The next night 2:41 AM

Last night I came back home and my dad was gone, part of me was worried but the other part of me was like "fuck it"

I spent the whole day by myself, in my room, thinking what life would be like in a different universe, a universe where you didn't have to pretend and people wouldn't judge you when they don't even know what's going on underneath those layers and layers of makeup.

I climbed into my bed and swallowed the pills from my nightstand.

I toss and turn around my bed, messing up the sheets, I onto my side, seeing a framed photo of my and my mother. I was 7 in the photo, mum and I were in the garden, probably playing Tea Party or some shit. I grab the photo and examine it closely, she's got gorgeous blue eyes and blonde locks, everyone use to say I look a lot like my mother, but that was a long time ago, the time where no one hated me, and I actually had more than one true friend. Now even my relatives hate me, and I hate myself so much, I've spent 10 years without her and I'm gonna have to spent the rest of my life without her! I pull the photo into my chest and quietly sob.