Bitter | g.d - e.d

9 [Violet]

Violets POV

We start walking back home now that not many people are around, I suddenly chuckle at a thought,

"Oh, that's... interesting." I laugh at the reminder of Grayson hugging Leila "What's so funny?" Leila asked

"Oh come on Leila, that was so sweet of him to make sure that you were okay." I smiled placing my hand on my heart because of how sweet I thought it was, "Woah, first of all: it's so creepy that he dreamed of me, and second of all: since when did you care about feelings and love?"

"Ugh, I don't."

"Well, Ethan seems to have you feel things, it's not bad to feel for once, but you and Ethan, just friends okay? You can't trust him." She pats my shoulder and we continue to walk.

Do I believe in love? Well I used to, my hopes for love started to fade away and I couldn't wait for the moment where I didn't have to be interested in a guy who I knew would hate the real me, the moment where I didn't have to feel.. anything for anyone anymore.

I was close. Really close to having that feeling fade away, then Ethan comes around and starts to, apparently 'care' about me, ugh as if!

Thanks a lot.

I hate you for that.

*

7:01 PM

I pull on my mustard coloured crew neck sweater, grab my journal and pencil.

I head downstairs and put on my black high tops, and head out the door. My dad was out screwing another girl so I was in the clear,

So much for loving, 'the love of your life'

I walk over to a small coffee shop that's next to the bar Ethan works at because it was the closest.

I walk into the cafe, hearing the bell ring as I open the door. Wow this is so classic. I order a hot chocolate since it's cold and drinking coffee would keep me awake.

I sit down in my favourite spot. The back corner.

The back corner is a table for two, but no ever comes and just randomly sits with me. I have such a perfect view of the small town, it's just a place I can actually unwind and calm myself.

Half an hour later, I take the last few sips of my hot chocolate, but I'm not ready to leave yet.

"That's a nice drawing."

I heard a soft female voice. I turn around, it was a girl around my age, with dark features, she was gorgeous and seemed very familiar.

She was referring to my fashion sketches, something I did in my free time.

"Oh, uh, thanks." I replied shyly, not really knowing what to say.

"Can I sit with you? I'm kinda new here."

I was really suspicious as to why she suddenly appears out of know where, and wants to actually hang out.

I stare blankly at her, totally confused

"Oh, it's okay if you want some alone time, I understand." She smiles and starts to walk away.

"Wait, um you can sit if you want?"

She turns back around with a smile on her face, she pulls out the chair in front of my and sits down

"Do you got to Westside?"