bitter
ˈbɪtə/Submit
adjective
feeling or showing anger, hurt, or resentment because of bad experiences or a sense of unjust treatment.
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How could i do that to myself? How could i do that to Violet? I'm supposed to be the strong one. Why the fuck did I breakdown in front of a complete stranger? Well not a complete stranger. Now hes gonna think I'm a weak little girl!
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I woke up in my bed. I dont know how the hell i got there but here i am. Oh shit... Did Grayson help me? Did he carry me? Fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I sat in front of my mirror and grabbed out my makeup bag. I put on moisturiser and gave it a second to dry. Then I put on 3 layers of foundation, don't call me fake cause I have to do it to cover up my insomniac self. I could still see faint dark marks under my eyes. Shit, my skin has gotten so bad but I have to, or people will see the real me, the me that I hate.
I put on one more layer of foundation and I couldn't see the bags anymore so I moved on to concealer and so on.
I finished my face and went to eyes. I did the prime and crease. Then the lid, then defined the outline. I made a perfect wing then the exact on the other. [Yes I've had that much practice.] I quickly darkened then finally did my lower lash.
It took me about 20 minutes to do all that then I got dressed. I pulled on my favourite short denim skirt and a midriff black front tied top. Not my best but it'll have to do...
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I walked to school alone because Violet was taking the day off. I felt kinda sick because of that night but I still put on my prettiest fakest smile and walked through the School gate.
A/N IM ABOUT TO INTRODUCE ANOTHER CHARACTER THAT MAY BECOME VERY IMPORTANT IN THE FUTURE SO YEAH Q
Clay grinned widely as he saw my revealing outfit. He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, I flinched when he whispered in my ear like ASMR. "I'm so lucky to have two girls all to myself aren't I? And you're very lucky to have me aren't you?"
I felt like vomiting. But I just giggled flirtatiously and whispered back, "Well, you are the hottest guy in the school." He just kissed my cheek and put his hand on my ass before walking back over to his friends.
Fuck why do I let him treat me like that? I don't know I guess it's not that bad. He's just fucking creepy!
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I had English first. Fucking hell, I have to sit next to Grayson! Shit! What if he talks about that night? I guess I'll have to ignore him.
I walked in the classroom about 10 minutes late. The teacher rolled her eyes when I sat down as far away from Grayson as possible.
"Mrs Burke, you know where your spot is." I rolled my ,eyes back at her, "Oh do I Miss? I didn't realise." I sassed, and she tapped her foot on the ground waiting for me to move. I didn't really have the mental strength to continue this fight so I groaned loudly and moved slowly next to Grayson. He looked at me weirdly as I sat. Then the teacher spoke again, "Why are you late again?" "Because I woke up late Miss, why is anyone late these days?" She shook her head and continued with whatever the fuck she was doing before I entered her headache.
I ignored Grayson's stares and went on my phone. I got a text, it was from Jasper. Jasper Lee was the only other friend I had but no he did not know about Violet and I's condition. He thought we were perfect. He was popular as well. Mostly for hanging with us, oh and for being gay. Yep, you could say he's our GBF.
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