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"What are you guys doing here?"
"Just wanted to check on you." Colby answered
"Okay you could've just messaged me."
"That would've taken too long."
"What ever. Can I have at least one day alone please?"
"So that means you don't want to come over?"
"No. I don't."
"Okay, we'll be going then."
"Okay bye." I said pushing them out of the door and shutting it. I went upstairs to my room and closed the door behind me. I sat down on the end of my bed and took the box out of my pocket. the box said '5 Razor Blades'. When I opened the box all of them were still in there, never used.
I took one of them out of the box, and put it down on my bed. I went back down to my kitchen to grab paper towel, then went back upstairs. I sat down on my bed. I quickly grabbed the blade, and put it on my wrist. I felt the cold blade on my skin almost piercing thru as soon as it touched me. I was hesitant at first. But I put that feeling of hesitation behind me a let it glide across my wrist. One cut turned into two, two turned into three. Pretty soon my wrist was dripping in blood. I realized it was dripping on my pants and quickly took the paper towels to clean up the blood.
I started to cry uncontrollably. I got up and went to the bathroom to clean my wrist. I looked up into the mirror at myself. I had regret in my eyes. I didn't know why because I loved the feeling of that blade gliding across my skin. Cutting it open far enough for only blood to escape. I wrapped bandages around my wrist and put on a sweatshirt. I grabbed the blade I used and put it back in the box. I hid the box in my dresser.
I walked downstairs and called Colby.
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C-Colby Y-YouC-Hello?
Y-hey
C-Why'd you call?
Y-I have a question
C-yeah?
Y-can I go over to your house?
C-you don't have to ask just come on over.
Y-okay. see you when I get there
C-Okay c'ya
~call ended
~~~~~~~~~~~I grabbed my bag, walked out the door, and began to walk to Colby's house.
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Sorry this chapter is not that long I just wanted to update this book as soon as I could but didn't have the will power to write it so here ya go. At least you got another chapter. Right?
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