Chapter 8

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!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!

"What are you guys doing here?"

"Just wanted to check on you." Colby answered

"Okay you could've just messaged me."

"That would've taken too long."

"What ever. Can I have at least one day alone please?"

"So that means you don't want to come over?"

"No. I don't."

"Okay, we'll be going then."

"Okay bye." I said pushing them out of the door and shutting it. I went upstairs to my room and closed the door behind me. I sat down on the end of my bed and took the box out of my pocket. the box said '5 Razor Blades'. When I opened the box all of them were still in there, never used.

I took one of them out of the box, and put it down on my bed. I went back down to my kitchen to grab paper towel, then went back upstairs. I sat down on my bed. I quickly grabbed the blade, and put it on my wrist. I felt the cold blade on my skin almost piercing thru as soon as it touched me. I was hesitant at first. But I put that feeling of hesitation behind me a let it glide across my wrist. One cut turned into two, two turned into three. Pretty soon my wrist was dripping in blood. I realized it was dripping on my pants and quickly took the paper towels to clean up the blood.

I started to cry uncontrollably. I got up and went to the bathroom to clean my wrist. I looked up into the mirror at myself. I had regret in my eyes. I didn't know why because I loved the feeling of that blade gliding across my skin. Cutting it open far enough for only blood to escape. I wrapped bandages around my wrist and put on a sweatshirt. I grabbed the blade I used and put it back in the box. I hid the box in my dresser.

I walked downstairs and called Colby.

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C-Colby Y-You

C-Hello?

Y-hey

C-Why'd you call?

Y-I have a question

C-yeah?

Y-can I go over to your house?

C-you don't have to ask just come on over.

Y-okay. see you when I get there

C-Okay c'ya

~call ended
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I grabbed my bag, walked out the door, and began to walk to Colby's house.

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Sorry this chapter is not that long I just wanted to update this book as soon as I could but didn't have the will power to write it so here ya go. At least you got another chapter. Right?

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