Just another high school love story (Colby Brock x reader)

Chapter 18-2

Here is part two to chapter 18
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"That life would be better, with you dead, gone from my life, gone from everybody's life, because you really do fuck everything up. You ruin people's lives. Like those two boys that are always at the fucking door asking for you."

"OKAY FINE, I will just go kill myself." I say starting to cry

"That's fine with me!"

I run up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door. My phone started to vibrate so I looked at it. It was Colby. I sent him to voicemail. He called again right away. I opened the top drawer of my dresser and dig for my blades, I take out the box and put my phone where the box was. I shut the drawer.

As I sat down on my bed I took out a blade. I was breathing super heavily. I set the box of blades on my bed side table with a blade still in my hand. I took my long sleeve shirt off. I sat there for a couple minutes, looking, staring at all my scars that I had on my arms. I then proceeded to take my jeans off. I looked at all the scars I had on my legs as well.

This is finally the end, I've suffered for to long, I've finally build up the courage to kill myself. I put the blade to my wrist. I cut as deep as I could in one go. Man these blades are so sharp. My arm started to drip with blood onto the floor. I took the blade with my other hand and slit my other wrist as deep as I could. That wrist then started to drip with blood.

I moved off of my bed onto the floor. I took the blade and started to cut my thighs deep, and calfs. I could see fat, and I was actually proud of something I did that moment in time.

I very faintly heard "where is y/n?" Then I blacked out from blood loss.

Colby's POV
I called y/n to see how she was doing. I was sent to voice mail almost right away. I called again, she didn't pick up. I called her about 20-30 times before I said anything to Sam.

"Hey, uhhhh, Sam?"

"What happened you sound worried."

"Y/n isn't picking up her phone."

"Her mom is probably near or something like that."

"I'm going to go check on her, okay?"

"Well then I'm coming with."

"Okay." I said grabbing my skateboard and handing Sam his.

As soon as we were in front of    Y/n's house, we stop and grab our skateboards. We walked up to her door and knocked. Her mom answered.

"Where is Y/n?"

"Oh, she's in her room, probably doing something important."

"Can we come in?"

"Uhhhh, why?"

"We want to see Y/n."

"She's not taking visitors right now." After she said that I barged in and ran up to her room. I dropped everything outside of her door, Sam did the same.

"Y/n?" I said as I knocked. "It's, Sam and Colby. Can we come in?" I didn't get an answer after a while. "Ok, we're coming in." I opened the door and saw the clothes she wore to school that day flung near the door, on the floor. I looked farther in her room, she wasn't on her bed. I then looked over farther and saw a small box on her bed side table. I couldn't make out the words. I looked farther down and saw her face. It looks like she is sleeping. I opened the door the rest of the way and saw a sight I never wanted to see, especially if it's someone you love.

"Y/n?! Wake up!" I ran over to her, she was in a small puddle of blood. She had one very deep cut on each wrist, and multiple deep cuts up and down her legs. They looked fresh, so that means we still have time!

"Sam! Call 911 right now!" I said flinging my phone at him. I could hear the woman on the other side of the line.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"My friend, Y/n L/n, has just tried to kill herself."

"Where are you right now?"

"I, I don't know her address. God damn it!"

"Sir, please stay calm, emergency services will be there in a little bit."

"Make sure they come FAST, she has one very deep cut on each arm, and deep cuts up and down her legs."

"Sir, it's okay, emergency services are almost there."

"Okay I hear them, bye."

"Goodbye."

I really could hear sirens in the distance. They need to come quicker. My life won't be the same without Y/n. She is the one I love, and I hope she realizes that I like her like that. If she survives with all the blood loss.