Just another high school love story (Colby Brock x reader)

Chapter 19

Y/n's POV

I woke up in a hospital bed. After things start to click in my head, my arms and legs started to hurt like hell.

"You're awake." I heard a familiar voice say. I looked over to see Colby, he seems so worried. "Let me get the doctor." He got up and walked out of the room. I dropped my head onto the pillow.

After a couple minutes of me staring at the ceiling Colby walks back in with Sam, and a doctor.

"Y/n, do you feel alright?" The doctor asks me coming closer to me.

"It hurts. Please make it stop."

"Okay I'll go get you more pain relievers." He walked out of the room to get more. I uncover my arms, forgetting Sam and Colby were in the room.

"I. Failed." I said quietly to myself. My cuts were stitched shut. I stopped staring at my arms for a second and realized they were in the room. They were staring at me staring at my arms. I quickly hide them, suddenly feeling very self conscious.

"Wait-, did you see me. Without a shirt and pants on?"

"We did." Colby responded.

"Both of you!?"

"We rode our skateboards over to your house to see you. Your mom said you were doing something important and that you weren't taking visitors, so we barged in and went to your room."

"Why would you-"

"Because we care about you, Y/n." Sam interrupted me. For some reason, Sam saying that they cared about me, hit me hard. So I started to cry. I could tell Colby wanted to comfort me, but he didn't know how.

"I'm sorry I failed you guys. I made you worry. I don't want you to worry." I say while crying.

"You didn't fail us. We failed you, and we're sorry. We should've paid more attention to your hurt, we didn't know it was to this point." Sam told me.

"So, you're not mad at me?"

"Of course we're not mad at you. Why would we be?" Colby responded.

"Because I just tried to kill myself! And I never told you or anybody about my pain! All I did was keep it on the inside."

"It's was up to you if you wanted us to know or not. But I was calling you to see if you were okay or not, and when you didn't pick up we went to your house."

"So. You guys actually care about me?"

"We do. We care a lot about you."

"So when you guys walked into my room and saw me sitting or laying on the floor. You. Saw all my scars?"

"Yes. We saw."

Knowing that Sam, and Colby saw all of my scars that I've been hiding for so long. Made me feel horrible. It makes me feel like I let them down.

"Wait, am I going to have to go to the mental hospital? Because, I know my mom won't send me."

"I don't know how that stuff works."

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I am trying so hard to update this for you guys as much as possible but those Chinese, Japanese, and Korean dramas and stuff like that on Netflix distracts me so here, have an update lmao.