Quick update
Sorry it takes so long to update. I will try to update more this summer
TRIGGER WARNINGGGG FOR WHOLE CHAPTER
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It was now the weekend. Time away from Rylee and his friends. But it's also bad because I get alone and I end up doing some stupid shit. Right now I am alone and bored, my mind is going insane. It's coming up with these ways and reasons to kill myself. I can distract myself, but that way, I'm insecure about. I hide my scars away, afraid someone will see them, even though I walked into this life fully knowing people will end up finding out.
I didn't realize I stood up until I was in front of my dresser, top drawer open. I already had it in my hand, the blade felt cold. I shut the drawer and my feet carried me back to my bed. In less than a second after I sat down the blade was in my hand ready to slice the other arms skin. The blade was on my arm when I heard my phone start to ring. I set the blade down and looked at my phone. Colby was calling me. I picked up the phone.
C~Colby Y~You
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Y~ Hello?
C~ hey
Y~ so why'd you call
C~ just checking in. How are you
Y~ I'm fine
C~ okay good. And I would ask if you would want to come over but me and Sam won't be in town this weekend.
Y~ oh okay
C~ you sound disappointed
Y~ yea, I wanted to get away from my mom.
C~ sorry
Y~ it's okay
C~ well, I got to go talk you later?
Y~ sure, bye
C~ bye
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"Great just great." I said out loud. My face hit my hands and a loud sigh came out. I let my hands fall and one hit the blade, leaving a small cut on my hand in return. My hand picked the blade up, I looked at it for a while.
The blade ended up at my arm ready to cut. My finger pushed it down and my hand moved. Sooner or later my whole wrist was cut up. Some were deeper than others. Dripping blood on my thigh. I grabbed my paper towel and wiped myself off. I tried covering most of them up with bandaids. I will not be prepared for a weekend with my mom and her boy toy alone.
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