so..
i've been outside constantly today and a miracle happened.
the guy i have a crush on goes out the same time my friend and i went out.
:)
the weird thing is that, he doesn't really go out of his classroom that much.
he went out with his friends to go to our one and only science lab to get lectured more about chemistry.
and honestly, i should've also went to the lab for lectures not because i want to see him but for better understanding of chemistry.
but nooOOooOoOoOo
i went back inside the classroom to practice for our practical exam tomorrow :)
now i'm thinking of messaging him or either my friend to explain what the fuck is going on in chemistry because it's fucked up.
also, it's weird because a lot of the times we would see each other, i would speed up and not have eye contact.
but dammit.
i looked and he smiled.
fuck.
:)
and of course, i won't have any misunderstanding or some shit saying that he likes me too.
like wtf am i drugged?
there's no way.
nopenopenopenope
no way in hell he would like me back. 😂
i'm too weird and the opposite personality of what he has :)
i love life :)
