it's truly devastating to find out that our star is now a part of the sky.
that our angel is in heaven.
i found out about his death a few hours ago right before going out of the house.
jonghyun is a star in our eyes who we never got tried of. he's the reason why people laugh, he's the reason why i smile everyday.
and to see him gone in a snap, makes me bawl my eyes out (i actually did).
jonghyun was the amazing main vocalist who did so many things in his life and achieved so much in his life. he's the role model everyone deserves to look up to.
he was kind, caring, emotional, and most of all, he was strong and brave.
he never cared about money. he cared about his dream of being a star and to make people smile. he achieved these things in the span of 10 years and he achieved so much more.
he's the star who tries new things and supports communities who are shadowed upon by society. he never was afraid to stand up for what was right.
jonghyun was my first bias and still is my bias today. and the fact that we won't see the glorious dinosaur in the future makes me cry in agony.
if you haven't seen the news, he died because of carbon monoxide poisoning. he commited suicide. but he wasn't doing it for attention. he wanted peace and to finally end the pain that the world has caused him.
we shouldn't remember him because of his death. we should remember him as the star who will never loses his shine and he may be gone, but he isn't forgotten.
i am gravely sorry for the loss of a beautiful star and condolence to everyone who is close to him especially my fellow Shawols, SHINEE, and his family.
may jonghyun rest in peace and may his journey and his achievements may live on. he truly inspired many and i am not once ashamed that he is and will always be my inspiration. jonghyun is in a better place and he is happy.
jonghyun, you did well in many ways.
