it hurts to face the audience knowing fully well that he's watching as you perform your pain away.
it hurts more when he looks at you and had eye contact with you.
you're playing with my feelings boi pls stop. giving mixed signals for 24 days isn't exactly what i call fun.
i get it that you don't want to seem like a bad person for rejecting me. i get that. i understand. but you could've just told me 24 days ago that you don't like me. instead, you fucking waited for almost 3 weeks just to say that you don't reciprocate anything.
it hurts. it really does. in those 24 days, you made me happy despite the confusion i get afterwards. in those months you made me feel giddy with excitement but in these upcoming weeks, i decided that i will let you go. that for once, i will allow myself to be selfish. i will allow myself to be happy even though i know it hurts.
