so the last time i updated this book was in May.
i'm in a diff school in my home country, leaving my friends in my previous home abroad.
yknow, it just doesnt make sense.
well, it never really does.
im drama queen at this point of being how unreasonable i am.
but i miss home. i miss my friends. these days, i feel like im no longer close to them just because im in another country. it felt like i was invisible.
my male best friend is distant, everyone is distant. it hurts because i dont have the time to adjust here but it seemed like they had adjusted that i wont exist in their lives physically.
again, im dramatic. im unreasonable. it's stupid. i dont even know why im talking about it. im probably just overthinking it.
also, i feel like im being bullied but then again, im fighting it off. im not THAT stupid. i can protect myself.
kids at my school are assholes. it isnt even funny. all they do is flaunt their money around. probs why they got in. it's all about money anyway. they arent afraid of teachers as well. like all they can do is wave their money and then they will get all they want.
what happened to parenting? god, it's the fucking worst to see a parent not disciplining their child in the right way. this world is fucked up.
so that's all that has been going on in my life. the usual, stupid thoughts i have.
