do you have those days where you feel like absolute shit?
i have those days.
i get upset, irritated, annoyed, any adjective or emotion that describes a shitty day, a gloomy, blue, and dark day.
it may be sunny outside but it feels as if there's a storm inside of you. fear and loneliness are the emotions that erupts inside your chest and of course, it goes way worse.
you start to think if you're worth it. if you are what you want to be.
of course not. you're not who you want to be. you stare at the mirror in front of you, staring at your reflection as a frown inches its way to your face.
disgust is recognizable on your face. your flaws seems to be the things that are noticeable, sticking out as if to say, "hey! I'm here! you have another reason to hate something about yourself!"
you also seem to notice the way you have been acting. everyday as you wake up and stare at the ceiling for what seems like hours, thinking about your life and its purpose.
what if you have no purpose to live anymore?
but of course there's the other side of your depressing self. the outgoing side of you which everyone sees.
even that isn't enough to get you going.
you and i have those days where we feel like shit.
and i have a confession to make
i feel like shit right now.
