Serenity

how to be human?

okaaayyyyy

i may be overreacting in this one.

bUT OML PRACTICE FOR PROM MAKES ME GO CRAZZZYYYYYY

all i heard from today was, "eYE CONTACT GUYS CMON"

and having eye contact with the guy i like isn't the easiest shit to do.

i try at times but i always look down.

also, at times after we dance a portion of the song and we stop, he doesnt seem to let go of my hand or me in general.

there's also this one incident that happened earlier where we were given a 2 minutes break and i went back to our classroom to drink water and when i came back,

i shit you not,

i wasn't even a yard near him he was waving his arms at me, signing that i should go near him bcs practice is starting.

wELL SHIT IM DED

i wont make assumptions bcs he made it clear before. it's just cRAZY HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY IM CRYING IN THE CLUB PLS SAVE ME ;-;