I don't want a world, I only want you

Confused Mind

"Beam, arrive already. Wake up." Forth shakes lightly Beam's body.

"Huh?" Beam is still sleepy. He tried to focus and once seeing the Forth's face he remembers now.

"What? Moves out or you want me to carry you upstairs?" Forth teased Beam.

"What? No need. I can move. And you should move from my car and park over there." Beam said while showing his usually parking place.

"Don't want. How I want to go home without transport?" Forth asked innocently.

"Do I care? You are already big man." Beam said nonchalantly.

"Okay, then I will follow you upstairs, I'm a big man so I know what to do." Forth smirks.

"Wait, wait! I hate you! Shitty Forth! Now go! Drive carefully, if anything happens to my baby, you will forget about seeing sun tomorrow!" Beam glared at Forth. Forth is too annoying!

"Don't worry, I will take care OUR baby." Forth smiles.

Tired to argue and Beam is still sleepy with the pain at his behind, he just wants to fall asleep. He gets out from the car and straight away go to his room.

In front of the room, he can see Kit is standing in front of the Beam's door. Once seeing Beam, Kit walk closer to Beam with heated glare.

"Beam! Where are you?! You said you'll call me? I don't get enough sleep worry about you, you shithead!" With high note Kit saying this.

Beam truly tired, just now Forth and then Kit. He really tired today and he can't even comprehend the feeling towards Kit yet.

"Sorry, Kit! Some things happen." Knowing that this also his fault, Beam just apologized doesn't want to argue.

When Kit see Beam's states, he is worried. Clearly, Beam looks so tired and the way he walks is kind of weird.

"Beam, are you okay? Do you want me to help you anything?" Kit is worried.

Hearing this, Beam suddenly felt his wrath. Okay? You asked me I'm okay? I'm not okay because of you and now because of Forth also! Two of you are annoying! Of course, this only Beam's inner voice.

With awkward smile, he said," I'm okay. Just tired. Can you bring breakfast to me and just put it on my table, I will not lock the door. One more, I will not go to the class today. Thank you." Beam just close his door without waiting for Kit's reply.

Kit just shrugged his shoulder, he knows once Beam is okay, he will tell him everything. Kit just can wait for now or maybe ask Pha, what is happening to Beam now.

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Beam hates his state right now, even he didn't know what he feelings are? Does he really like men or only Kit he likes? If he only likes Kit, then why he can do it easily with Forth and felt greater pleasure from that? Beam still can feel that he likes girls, he can still feel his penis react upon seeing big breast, sexy woman. So, what is happening right now? Or is he bisexual? In his 20 years life, only right now he realizes that he is bisexual.

Forth on the other hand, are not doing so well. He felt confused. Beam make him felt something. Something that he doesn't know. He just feels connected with Beam. To tell the truth, at that night, the name Wayo doesn't even presence in his mind, all that he wants to do is pleasure Beam, make him screams with his name.

But, he still can feel that he likes Yo, and that is not easy to forget Wayo just like that even though Wayo already has Pha. So, he just wants to forget about that night or give him some time to reorganize his mind. But, when Beam asked him for responsibility, he can hint some happiness in his heart. He feels that Beam recognize that night is not just a mistake between them. That's why, he quickly said that Beam is his wife. He wants to mark Beam as his even though he still can't comprehend his feeling towards Beam yet. He just doesn't want to imagine if Beam be with other girls or maybe even guys.

Later on that night, Forth receives message from Beam to pick him from home to school and if it is Beam, he gladly willing to wake up early for Beam, or maybe for HIS Beam?