I don't want a world, I only want you

Tell me

    After satisfying his hunger, Beam really tired, he can't move or do anything.

"Ai Forth, I don't think that you can cook. So delicious!"

"So, are you already fall in love with me?" Forth asks playfully.

"Yup! Fall in love with your cooking." Beam smiles cheerfully.

Forth is very happy. He asks himself, does he love Beam? For sure he started to feel different being with Beam. Suddenly, Beam's phone rang. It shows Pha is calling him.

"Hello Pha."

"Come meet me at my room tonight. There is something I want to ask you." Pha says.

"Okay."

"Forth, send me home now. Pha wants to meet." Beam stands up and started washes the dishes and cleans the table. He still has morality when Forth already cooks for him.

"Okay, let me clean myself first." Forth quickly goes to his room to take a bath.

Once Beam arrives, he casually goes straight into Pha's room. He can see Pha is sitting on his bed, read his lectures notes. This is medical student, never can't be separated with the books.

"What do you want to ask me?" Beam takes place beside Pha.

"What about Forth now?"

Beam was shocked. He was not prepared for this kind of questions.

"Oh, that's why he knows my favorite food." Beam suddenly realized. "He met you? When?"

"Today's lunch." Pha answers.

"So, do you approve him? Does he love me?" Beam asks. Beam is dying to know Forth's real feelings, does he do this and that just for fun or because he really loves Beam?

"I'm approve it or not, it doesn't matter. The thing is about your feeling and he doesn't tell me that he loves you or not. So, what your heart is really want is? Kit or Forth?" Pha looks at Beam.

Beam stupefied. "Why..., how... you know about Kit?"

"Beam, although I may seem distant, but trust me when I say I know." Pha reassured Beam.

"I don't...., I don't know. At first, I thought I really loves Kit. It really pains me when he shows any love gesture towards Ming. This heart of mine can't take it. But, when Forth forced his existence in my life, I don't know, it's just feel... it is in the right place, Forth beside me. But, I'm afraid Pha. I'm so afraid, what if Forth just plays with me, like he never had any serious intention. We all knows that Forth is just like me, a playboy. Before me, he already loves Wayo. And he never said he loves me." Beam says everything that he holds in his mind and heart.

"Beam, I understand but you must know that Kit seriously don't have any love feelings towards you and I'm sure if you confessed your love towards him, our best friend relationship will be broken and you and me do not want it to happen, right?" Pha hold Beam's hand and show concern on his face.

Beam already had teary eyes and at anytime soon, the tears will fall. This is just a love problem and he never like this kind of topic. But as a human being, we want to find somebody that we really love and Beam sometimes feel jealous when he sees Pha and Yo like that. And now, he may see it with Kit and Ming also.

"I just want you to think what your heart really wants. If you really don't want Forth in your life, then give him a clear answer or later both of you will hurt. But if you ask my advice, then I will say, the state you right now already had something towards Forth, give both of you time, I'm sure the love will come gradually. I'm sure you already experienced love that you can't fought, but now you can..., with Forth. Don't repeat the same mistake Beam."

"Let, let me think about it, Pha. But I'm promised I will not repeat the same mistakes. If my heart really has the special place for Forth then I will fight for our love." Beam shows determination in his eyes.

"That's good. Wipe your tears." Pha teases Beam a little to ease the heavy atmosphere a bit.

"What! I'm not crying!" Beam already laughs.